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Posts: 20 Joined: 07-Nov-2012 Last visit: 13-Dec-2012 Location: earth 4 now
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After convincing myself that the thick oily honey colored substance that I extracted out of ACRB most likely contained DMT, I loaded some up on improvized pipe. I sat back in my comfy office chair in front of my computer desk and fired it up. I got a pretty good hit and held it about 10 seconds and blew out a decent cloud. Within 20 seconds my senses seemed to become more enhanced and my surroundings seemed brighter. I sat like that for about a minute then decided to smear another big glob of golden goo onto the pipe and hit that. This time I got more smoke. Hearing a very high vibration as a constricting pressure surrounding my body and it was hard to breath, I felt paralysed. A sense of fear appeared in me at my very core and I wanted it to stop, I thought that I might die and looked at the second hand of the clock on my computer screen slowly clicking forward. Everything was extremely bright and clear as I stared at the desktop for a moment, I could see it was liquid as if I could reach into it, and then noticed every object in my room was filled with an intense energy. I closed my eyes and I saw beautiful intricate patterns spinning and the bizarre image of a woman who was caught up in the passion of sex completely attached to her parter as if they were one being. I stared into her face and watched the strange movement of the conjoined bodies for awhile then opened my eyes. About 3 minutes had passed, the fear was gone and I was able to get up and go to my bed. Laying on my back with eyes closed, swirling patterns continued along with random dreamlike images of no apparent continuity. After 12 minutes I stood up and began to feel normal again. This all took place last night, besides the vivid memory there were no side affects and I felt great today. I am planning on doing another journey soon, hopefully I will get past the fear and go deeper with a bigger dose.
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Posts: 1331 Joined: 24-Aug-2010 Last visit: 17-Jan-2024 Location: Thither
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Sounds like the stuff, good job! Just let it take you and remind yourself that "you will be back" if you start to get the fear. It is usually pretty rewarding.  'Little spider weaves a wispy web, stumblin' through the woods it catches to my head. She crawls behind my ear and whispers secrets. Dragonfly whiz by and sings now teach it.'
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Posts: 1808 Joined: 29-Jan-2010 Last visit: 05-May-2025 Location: in the universe
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sounds right , smoalk moar illusions !, there are no illusions there is only that which is the truth
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Posts: 5267 Joined: 01-Jul-2010 Last visit: 13-Dec-2018
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trooth seeker wrote: I closed my eyes and I saw beautiful intricate patterns spinning and the bizarre image of a woman who was caught up in the passion of sex completely attached to her parter as if they were one being. I stared into her face and watched the strange movement of the conjoined bodies for awhile then opened my eyes. Maybe a good thing to do after an experience like this is to do a little research on "tantra" for integration. Perhaps you'll find something that resonates with your experience. It was a good write up too. I could definitely relate "Science without religion is lame. Religion without science is blind" - Albert Einstein
"The Mighty One appears, the horizon shines. Atum appears on the smell of his censing, the Sunshine- god has risen in the sky, the Mansion of the pyramidion is in joy and all its inmates are assembled, a voice calls out within the shrine, shouting reverberates around the Netherworld." - Egyptian Book of the Dead
"Man fears time, but time fears the Pyramids" - 9th century Arab proverb
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 Got Naloxone?
 
Posts: 3240 Joined: 03-Aug-2009 Last visit: 11-Mar-2025 Location: United Police States of America
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trooth seeker, Thank you so much for sharing that experience with us,  . Umm, I'm no chemist and I wasn't there with you but here's my assessment: YUP, there was DMT in that thar' pipe of yours matey! Oh, I really like your trip report title. How very perceptive that is . . . Your experience sounded like a fascinating and wild ride - I do believe the waters may in fact go a bit deeper . . . but wow! What an awesome first experience! Thanks again for sharing. "But even if nothing lasts and everything is lost, there is still the intrinsic value of the moment. The present moment, ultimately, is more than enough, a gift of grace and unfathomable value, which our friend and lover death paints in stark relief."-Rick Doblin, Ph.D. MAPS President, MAPS Bulletin Vol. XX, No. 1, pg. 2Hyperspace LOVES YOU
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Posts: 1303 Joined: 12-Nov-2008 Last visit: 11-Sep-2024 Location: ...
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Acacia alkaloids can be some odd and uncomfortable things, they definitely unsettle me, there is an oddness about them that I don't find in straight DMT. Next time you fly, please keep all that vapour in, you are losing all the goodness! If you're having trouble working out whether everything's been absorbed let out a tiny breath, if you see a wisp of vapour take a breath of air in and carry on.
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Posts: 20 Joined: 07-Nov-2012 Last visit: 13-Dec-2012 Location: earth 4 now
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Thanks for the replies and encouragement, as was mentioned there was probably alot of other things in the goop besides DMT. And I read a little about Tantra techniques,Global, I assume you are refering to Buddhist practices? I have much to learn and thats ok. All I need to do now is gather enough courage to dive back in and let it crush my ego. Maybe then I'll receive some self-shattering enlightenment. Journey inward
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 Reality is a matter of perspective...
Posts: 198 Joined: 30-Jul-2012 Last visit: 26-Jun-2013
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"Houston...we have lift-off!"
Safe Journey Trooth Seeker!
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Posts: 3 Joined: 01-Nov-2012 Last visit: 02-Dec-2012 Location: Bourg-la-Reine
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go for crystals. If you have goo, you will be much happier with something much cleaner. Quote:Unfortunately what is little recognized is that the most worthwhile scientific books are those in which the author clearly indicates what he does not know; for an author most hurts his readers by concealing difficulties.
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