Just a quick update;

swim decided to put a few flakes of tan spice in his favourite pipe, and blasted off. With clear intent in mind to direct the xperience, and to voyage; because he's getting a bit tired of people claiming allsorts of fantastic journeys -being taken to UV burger bars and suchlike.

Anyway, listening to some vibrasphere, he blasted off and held the smoke in his lungs, saw the usual elflike pattern beginning to form and thought "be prepared to leave your body and voyage through outer space". that didn't quite happen, Because he opened his eyes (i know not why!) but he had a very indepth experience nonetheless, which he knows there was so much more to, but as always, its golddust slipping through your fingers.

SWIM was (yet again) completely surprised at how powerful this experience with a few tiny grains of spice was; compared to (the same EXACT batch) smoking big bowfuls of the same stuff the very night before and getting nothing but a few OEV's of some weird daemonic faces peering at him.

Anyway he saw distinctive, descreet types of visuals, all entering and mixing in the room.

[[There was: the rounded, entangled plasticine cabling type... the weird elflike 'trippy children' faces, the dusty artist type...
the newlyborn techno-infant thing... fuck knows really. SWIM doesn't know what he's trying to acheive with this bit, but he felt he was fairly close to describing descreet types of visuals that SWIM is repeatedly encountering.]]

he realised how certain things were the baggage of fear, and recieved distinct telepathic messages relating to mastering our own inner-outer magic. And also the music seemed to be tangible. He felt power in himself...

Edit: He also realised that "everything happened at once." and he could see infront of his very eyes how that was the case. everything was tangled together, his room, the outside, the houses, all neighbours "involved" in the same situation - It ALL happened at once. and is still happening! thats the true nature of life and reality

I think the message is, that we must excuse other's their experiments in inner-outermagic, if we ourselves are to progress. I Think.

Anyway, there were many different instances of entity contact in this one, and at one point swim felt like he was carrying babies in his mouth *shrugs* and that his phone was itself, somesort of technological child with a weird readout that he didn't understand.

SWIM saw how the entire society exists in an entangled (but beautiful) state. This was only one of the characteristic "types" mentioned before.

If anyone doesn't understand, please just ask. I just don't have alot of time right now.

beautiful...SWIM has experienced that sense of everything happening at once....like everything is just part of this giant thayer's knot that is too complex to even try to understand...and equally beautiful.

sounds like SWIY is in the good graces of those on the other side....SWIM's friend (whom he did his extractions with, etc.) has yet to make any contact and is really having a hard go of it.....SWIM thinks he's trying to hard to control the outcome.....either way, how blessed and grateful does SWIY feel that he has been welcomed and taken in to their loving....um....whatever they are??

SWIM held off going back last nite cuz he's got family staying over....TONIGHT, he will see if he gets his cosmic diaper changed! lol!!!

lol, Hopefullly!

SWIM is one day one of dieta. He might smoke some DMT in the upencoming couple of weeks before aya, and will write back if there is any noticable difference in experiences.

I find the circumstantial variables which effect one's every space voyage to be quite fascinating. For instance: as SWI shoe previously mentioned, I too have had numerous experiences in which monstrous dosages were blown and little effect felt. Vice-versa applies as well, although it seems as if the following factors have played more in favor of causing situations in which I have, for example, morphed into a geometrical box, folding and bending into & around myself, or flown through ethereal, undulating dimensions on my spaceship (bed):

-*Relaxed & calm, yet alert & wide awake
-Rested & nourished, but not right after a meal (like swimming)
-**In an active mind state
-***Worry-free w/ nothing "waiting on you" (i.e.: pizza in the oven, pressure cooker on the stove, girlfriend on her way over, homework due tomorrow, etc.)

Additionally, I have found that lighting and sound can cause major variances in one's journey. I feel bad for those who are first experimenting with or experiencing dmt & can't seem to get the hit that we all (many of us, rather) know so well, causing them to analyze & pre-judge what the magic truly is. Then again, I believe that not all minds were cut out for deep-space travel, rendering dmt close to ineffective for some. . .

Techno-infant thing, Lol.

I think SWIY was living in the moment, DMT showed SWIM how to do this and SWIM has been imparting the secret onto other people. It goes something like this; in order for SWIY to live life to the fullest he must have a firm grasp on the thoughts and feelings you have about this current moment. At any given time you should be living in the moment, and not thinking about things that are not happening right now, such as those pesky little constructs "past" and/or the "distant years future."

SWIM thinks both of which exist in irrelevance until you imagine them and relevate them into focus. And how you imagine them determines to some extent how you will act at this moment now; I say forget these subjective constructs and stick to what you feel in your heart is the truth and what makes you happy.

None of that matters though, really, no one including SWIY should take life so seriously at all... this experience is all one big joke where death is the laugh line. What is implicit is this. SWIY must assign a new meaning each and every moment of every day, and minute of your waking life In service of what makes SWIY happy, what SWIY thinks his life should be about. For SWIM that means having strong... decisively crafted principles and sticking to them until death. That's what SWIM does; and it makes my heart happy to share my principles and knowledge.

Also, the way that you know you are fully living in the moment is that everything around SWIY seems new, everything looks persistently brand new and bright -- it is new at every moment that SWIM or SWIY are truly living in; things become shiny new and exciting and the world is once again filled with wonder for as long as SWIY can truly live in it [this moment here].