So I finally managed to breakthrough last night. its kind of hard to explain but ill explain what i can.. when i broke through i was floating up looking down at myself a shadowy shape changing figure was examining my body, poking at my chest. I shouted at it and it came up to me almost instantly it beamed me into this place which was extremely bright white with no walls. the same figure was here with me like it took me to his realm. there were other figures like this and they were huddled together whispering to eachother. like they were deciding what they were going to do. Then one came up to me and reached inside me. He pulled this huge black decaying looking blob out of my chest. then it took me inside the blob and showed me im assuming to be everything bad that happened in my life that was inside this blob. When we came back it made what looked like a super bright tiny grain of sand. It was so small but so bright. It put the grain into the blob and shoved it back into the hole where it was taken out and it said "build on this love we gave you and it will grow. it will over power all of that hate inside you". It finnaly made sense on what they were doing! Then he sent me back.. I am over whelmed with what i have been given. I can actually feel it inside of me right now. Weird or what?

I like it

Sounds awesome for sure!

Nourish and grow that love and give it back to all around you

Good shit

Now spread that love!

I have a friend who had the looking down at his body experience..., I have seen my body lying in bed during an OBE..but yours certainly went deeper!

I have to ask... do you still feel the seed of love growing in you??

Oh... and of course CONGRATS on what sounded like quite the breakthrough!

Sounds like you had quite a Moooooving experience.


I envy you, I've smoked through like a gram of DMT in the last few months and not broken through yet. Hope to have an experience similar to yours when it finally works.

You know I've read about something very similar happening during traditional Amazon ceremonies, after taking the Ayahuasca the shaman goes around to each person, reaches into them and pulls something black out of their hearts. Never heard of him putting it back in afterwards that seems kind of counterproductive, but I'm curious if you might have read about that ritual too and incorporated it, or if it's just a spontaneous paralell.