Hey guys, this trip happened a couple months ago, but I wanted to describe it in writing before more of it leaves my memory (parts of it have gotten foggy, and i regret not writing it down after it happened)
This was my first FULL breakthrough, I had several pre-breakthrough trips before it, mainly due to the method of vaporization I chose. I finally came upon "The machine" (on this site, thank you all so much!) and I wasn't fully prepared for what was to come.
I "charged" my machine with a strong dose (mistakenly, I didn't have a scale at the time, so I eyed it up. I have since acquired a scale.) I then proceeded to vaporize it the way that the forums described. I guess I did it right on the first try, cuz I got a HUGE lungful of vapor on the first go, and I finished the dose in one hit! Needless to say, 15 seconds of holding the hit, and I don't recall laying down "the machine".
I immediately felt something that I can only describe as a "dimension shift", leaving where i was, and blasting off into hyperspace.... totally foreign feeling for me, at the time. I don't even know if my eyes were open or closed at this point, images and colors that I couldn't even fathom were coming at me so fast I could barely comprehend them. Even though this *felt* overwhelming, something in my mind was loving every second of it! I was going so fast through these images, the only way I can describe it is like the scenes in the movie "Limitless" where the camera is zooming forward in a straight line through cityscapes, but instead of buildings, it was every sort of crazy design and color you could ever imagine. I think there was people, or entities of some sort, just on the edge of this "tunnel vision". I can`t remember exactly what they looked like, or if they even looked like anything. That part is foggy now
At this point of the trip, at what I think was probably 4 or 5 minutes in, I lost absolutely all sense of being in my body, and instead felt like I became a part of the imagery, like actually *in* the images, but flowing through and around it, part of it, but not part of it at the same time. A very weird disassociation sort of feeling. I started to come back to reality after what I think was a few minutes of this, I could sort of feel my body again haha. I think I opened my eyes, but like I said, I can't really remember if they were open in the first place
the light on my ceiling had the most wonderful yellow and green mandala sort of design emanating from it, a sort of color that i don't think I've ever seen before. It started to fade, and I was quite saddened by this haha. Reality came back, the fuzziness around everything faded. From the time I took that hit to the end of the trip couldn't have been more than 10-12 mins, but it seemed like forever!
Such a cool experience, and one that proved to me how amazing of a substance DMT can be. I have used it on a semi-regular basis ever since, not always breaking through, but I don't always want to
Thanks for reading about my first breakthrough, I'm happy I got around to writing it out before more of it left me. It might seem like standard stuff, but it was totally amazing and crazy for me!