Several trips back, about a month or so ago, i was visiting the spiritual realm like any other day. What i saw was a being of some sort with a glowing head of energy creating and tearing apart a wall square by square. Which ever direction i would look the being would take squares from other areas and place them infront of my vision. As if the thing was building a wall to keep me out. Now the weird thing is ever since that day my trips haven't been truly the same as they used to be, more frightening than euphoric like they used to. I can't quite visit the realm as i used to. Idk if this is just crazy or if it's something to ponder, so i brough it to the only people who can ponder this.

SWIM as well has been having a hard time getting past...SWIM doesnt think they like it when you smoke the spice...try taking it orally with maois

Harmine and especially THH, have a sort of force field like effect on DMT. They allow you to navigate the realm more freely with more control, and sort of protect you, as if you’re wearing “spiritual armor”.

Some caapi has a lot of THH in it. I’ve even heard of some verities (sky caapi I think) that contain THH almost exclusively. THH in particular, seems to energize your soul when combined with DMT. When SWIM uses THH with DMT, he feels that he has unlimited power both physically and spiritually. The combination supercharges you and tames the DMT. With the THH and DMT combination you can perform things in the DMT realm not normally possible. I doubt such a "being" would be able to put up walls that you couldn't easily break down with the THH and DMT combination.

it could be that you are entering into the experience with a preconception of what it will be like and that is consequently 'colouring' your perception.

If, for example, this 'dmt space' is beyond the standard conceptual world, or beyond (as many reports seem to discuss) emotions, then the emotional aspect of it would perhaps be from your side/projection/reality filter. [just like the classic Nietzche quote I put up on your other post??]

Have you tried 're-setting' or re-formatting your way of entering in?
e.g. meditating before and really clearing your mind (e.g. using anapana or vipassana style?), doing it in a different environment, getting someone you really trust around to be with you etc?

i.e. it could be your preconceptions as you go in that are setting up those walls,
perhaps it'll come down to a understanding in the end that the wall can just be walked thru? I can't see any reason why in an immaterial 'world' or whatever it is, with different set of rules that the wall couldn't just be metaphorical... treat it as such?

that's my 5c

Smoke it with acid man lol.. shrooms!!!