last night i was sharing my spice with some of my close friends and i smoked some as well. twice actually, the second one being what i think is my most intense trip yet.

the first time i smoked it, i laid back and closed my eyes. i was in space, and i could see this white grid over top of the blackness, marking the curve of space-time or something. it was very beautiful, and it was as if i was actually in space. then from behind my head, traveling forward and rotating in a circle silently, was the hollow shape of a wolf's head, and you could see the grid like the framing of the wolf's head, and the wolf's eyes were like these bright diamonds of white color, and the head was just spinning forward into space in front of me. then it transformed into like a dark fox or some sort of animal like a fox, and then it disappeared and i saw stars and suns in the distance and i opened my eyes.

the second time i smoked it i was sitting on a couch directly in front of this HD TV where he was playing some sort of planet app on his ps3. the planet app was incredibly beautiful on its own: it was an HD 3-d recreation of planet earth from space, like circling around and showing it in different light and different angles. and there was incredibly ambient music on as well, and three of us were in hyperspace simultaneously. as i watched the planet, it morphed into beautiful beautiful spinning white light, and did all of these incredible things. it was if i was in space looking at it when it did one of the most beautiful things i've ever seen. as i watched it transformed into this glass sphere holding these two human fetuses (feti?) that were curved in the sphere like the yin and the yang. it was as if they were in some some clear solution and the bright, white light of planet earth emanating in the background made it so beautiful and real. then it morphed back into planet earth and it was just absolutely glorious.

i have a lot to think about and integrate, but this was definitely one of the most awe-inspiring moments of my life