Hello Nexus community I first want u all to know how wonderful it is to have this site to turn to!! I have learned a lot from reading these forums. I come on the Nexus site several times a week & read experiences to try & gather a better understanding of my own struggles with dmt & come to find out I'm not alone! My dad who is also a member of the Nexus is the one who discovered dmt from watching The Spirit Molecule on netflix, which is also what sparked my interest as well. My dad decided to order everything needed & after weeks of patiently waiting the day finally arrived. My dad called me & said it was made & he was ready to give it a try.

I immediately jumped in the car & started to coach myslef & my nerves on the way to his house. I was pretty much excited & was trying my best not to have any expectations. I don't want to go into too much detail as most of u have probably already ready my dads post (super intense HD vision). We just planned on testing the waters & then my dad unexpectedly had a minor breakthrough! I only tried it once & as soon as everything in the room had a wavey effect to it, I started to have a very unsettling feeling & the body high was extremely intense. I previously had a really bad experience with shrooms in the past. I started to have that same feeling & instantly those old memories came flooding back, so I got too nervous to go any further!

A few days later my dad brought me my own batch of the dmt he made & my own "machine" so that I could share with my now curious friends. I wound up working up the nerve to give it another try when my friend came & tried it. Mostly bcus we called my dad to share her breakthrough experience & I was little disappointed I didn't have anything good to share as well. I also didn't wanna do it with out my dad being there to comfort & coach me. I was also really enjoying the bonding my dad & I had over all this dmt excitement!! I'm am glad that I had this opportunity to experience a diff. Realm if that's what it's called.

I hope with all the help of your comments when I post my first experience that I will have the to nerve to try it again & hopefully experience something wonderful as a lot of others have. Thx for your time & allowing me to share all of this with everyone! Look for my first experience post (in need of insights) & plz share your thoughts

As I'm sure you can tell I'm new to this, I don't have a computer to use at the moment so I did all this off of my phone & I'm not real sure why it repeatedly posted the same thing & I can't figure out how to remove the copies so if anyone could help me out I would appreciate it!!

I figured it out...by the way another mistake I meant to post this in my introduction essay! Sorry about all the confusion

That's great that your dad is open enough to share these types of things with you. Sounds like a fantastic bonding experience. You didn't mention, did you end up breaking through when you and your friend tried?

Also, it's newbie solidarity weekend in this thread if you want to give it another go.

My friend did have a nice breakthrough & I waited for dad to come b4 I attempted it & yes I did have somewhat of a breakthrough that wasn't that great & confusing! I wrote a nice description of what I experienced & right before I got a chance to post it, my phone died... ugh I was soo upset I lost the whole page:'( But I wrote it again as best as I could remember & will be posting it soon!!

Some use a voice recorder to remember. Then you dont have to type it. Sometimes as you type you actually take to long to type and lose the train of thought.

Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain.

I've come to you to ask for courage!! LOL... that made me think if I have another bad trip i'll just click my heels 3x's & repeat there's no place like home