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Phen0m
#1 Posted : 6/24/2012 10:07:45 PM
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Background (relative to experience): when I was 16 I had my first lucid dream which made me very attracted to dreams so I began research and practice of lucid dreaming. I grew strong as a pretty consistent lucid dreamer but never knew much about what dreams were. 4 years or so later I was working as a lifeguard for the city and a new employee gave me a book entitled "the third eye" by Tuesday Lobsang Rhampa. He wrote a note in the book that summarized to "I hope to u find what you're looking for" me and this employee had hardly had much communication except casual talk and playing cards. I read the book and learned of a mans previous life I which he was a Buddhist Lama and his recollections of his life from childhood. The book be it fact or fiction still made its way to me and I had no idea at the time but made references to the pineal gland and Tuesday's ability to see auras and have visions once his third eye was opened by a physical process. (I can expand on that if wanted). I thought nothing of the book more than a good story. About a month later I was stumbling upon online and came across the spirit molecule documentary (the earlier one) and I became intrigued by this because of all of the parallels were lining up in my head. Between my dreaming, motto mention listening to joe rogans crazy talk(that's what I thought at the time) when I was like 17, and the third eye, I felt an odd feeling that made my heart drop when I became aware of all of this. The next day after watching this documentary I was with a few friends and he said, "I wasn't going to ask you guys but I feel the want to. Do you guys want to smoke some dmt?" again the heart sinking feeling struck me and I immediately felt detached from my own body and saw myself in disbelief. I spent the next couple minutes kind of freaked out but I knew the spirit molecule had finally found me.
He handed me a pipe with dmt on top of some marijuana. This is my experience.

Upon inhalation I felt the harshness and was sure I was going to cough but did not. (happens to me every time. Anyone else?)
I heard an odd humming kind of acid like synth in my ears. It grew louder and then I laid back on the bed and saw a kaleidoscope of friends and loved ones. Each one of their faces in a fragment of the kaleidoscope. I searched for a deeper experienced and I sat up. My friend was hoolahooping with her light up hoola hoop. I asked for a vision. I flew from my body and found myself among stars with earth below me. I heard (not audibly?) a voice to me to remain calm and to learn. This entity painted a picture of my life and my future in the stars. After I had learned I remember silence and then ascending back into my body. Then I forgot my name first, then what I looked like, then I was blank and began to tear up because I didn't exist. (ever since its been difficult to picture what I look like) I sat up and I was on my friends club somehow. When I wasn't looking directly at the couch it was made up of people and faces and these people were made of people and so on and so forth. I began to try to explain how monumental this experience was for me. I demanded I talk to my friend on private terms. I had a shift of consciousness when I finally remembered who I was and how small I was on the world.
If anyone has any type of interpretations they would be greatly appreciated.
More experiences to come
-phenom
 

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