Here's one of my first experiences with mimosa hostilis, thought I'd move it from the shadow people thread and into the appropriate section. Posted : Saturday, April 07, 2012 7:03:38 AM

Hello everyone, I happened to stumble upon this thread after having an experience with these black shadow figures during my second blastoff. My first blastoff was the big bang literally I watched the conception of atoms, molecules, matter etc. Which truly destroyed everything I once believed in(and the idea of beliefs in general. During my second take off, the only thing i remember after blasting off was being awoken out of a black infinite room by a shadow figure. He did this by a tap on my head which than caused an subatomic technicolor explosion from my head.

I than noticed I was back in my bed, however I was far from alone. At least 6 of them where present the one who had awoken me from my black slumber by exploding my head open, and the other 5 where holding me down on my bed with red lasers from their fingertips, almost as if they where holding me down from exploring more of the spice, however while i was being held down I almost was able to escape. It felt as if my right eye was making its way into another parallel realm,(i could see the fold or wall, and it felt as if my right eye was in it) These shadow figures had convinced me not to venture or explore, they even left me with the feeling that there was an order being broken. Telling me never to return, using extreme threats such as brain tumors, It felt as if they planted to small bombs above both of my eyebrows, extreme hot energy coursed in a fast painful manner in these areas.

I than out of instinct created a ball of light which sprung from my lower body and exited through my chest blasting these entity's into non existence, right after destroying them i heard police sirens, I than felt that these entitys are needed for our existence on earth so I traveled back in time right before i destroyed them to restore balance, well atleast in my dmt trip Wut? Afterwards after the extreme feeling of being took advantage of by these other world moderators if you will, I felt as if I was sexually assaulted, my room even smelled of sex.

Also I feel it is extremely important to add this last bit of information before my first blastoff i had no intent or goals, however last night before i took off for the second time, I told myself that this will be for healing purposes both physically and mentally.(Also I had a overwhelming fear of dying or not retuning to my shell. So one theory of mine is that these shadow figures where working on me which would explain the feeling of being on a alien operating bed held down with constant red energy beams shooting out these shadow people's fingers.Or my second theory is that I dont yet deserve what spice has to offer, that I must destroy my ego and wishes and wants. Or atleast leave them with my body.

DMT has done wonders for me which I will always be grateful for, Its incredible to think a substance can have such in impact on ones mind, as well as my somewhat improved grammar to mention the least.