As my first time ever doing DMT, or any hallucinogen for that matter I had a very powerful and overwhelming experience. I wish it had been a bit different because I really wanted a breakthrough, not just the border. This is a little lengthy and I apologize, but if you do read it, many thanks

I smoked it and on the first hit I felt the buzz and body high. The thing I noticed most was that it felt that the space around me expanded and left a lot of space around me to move even though I knew that was not the case since there were two people on the couch with me.
The second hit I was 'one' with the sound of the water in the bong as I pulled the second/last hit.

From there I leaned back, eager to close my eyes and leave. When I realized that I wasn't going to leave yet I opened my eyes and looked at the only light in the room. It slowly transferred its light into the crystals I began to see manifest in the room. I suspected that this was the transition I needed to breakthrough so I leaned back and tried to close my eyes again. Instead I couldn't, and I began to see tesselation type beings quickly moving from all directions. They all seemed to be bombarding me so I tried to move but couldn't. At this point I was a few feet in front of my body, I was no longer in my body but I felt as though my head was moving. It was like I was traveling with my eyes, not merely "seeing" everything.

I began to have a distinct feeling that I can only call death. (I've experienced this feeling several times while having a dream that I've had many times as a kid) I thought to myself that I was having a bad trip, that I had failed. I wasn't able to move after I had left my body. Instead I sensed something to my left and there was a dark being sitting between me and my friend. He had a hold of me and kept pushing me back into the bombarding beings as I was trying to fight it all in my mind. I reminded myself I wasn't going to die or anything bad, so I became somewhat indifferent to it all. Stopped interpreting things, and began to look towards the kitchen where a light was on. I looked towards it and saw the dark being several more times. It acted as a wall almost, pushing me back and forth until I came back to my body. Here it still sat next to me, but didn't manipulate me. The bombardment was over, and I just felt extremely overwhelmed and weird.

I was able to talk now and I said something to my friend on my right and as I looked over to him I was captured by the third type of entity that I saw. They were in a crowd, but in a military-like formation. They were orange, and all I could see were their 'heads' as they seemed to be retreating from me. As I looked at them It seemed like they had implanted an idea, a feeling in me. It was the "it's okay" feeling. I sensed a wealth of information given to me as I looked at them a second time before I totally let them leave me.

I have a lot of theories as to what happened and why it all happened the way it did, but I feel a lot of it had to do with my ego and the relief of it as I may have desperately needed. The 'letting go' of some reoccurring issues wasn't possible without these beings seemingly killing it/me. While the Dark being held me there and made me face it instead of not getting the full effect because I have a very strong mind. I was entirely powerless to these things, the Dark being in particular. The orange beings were the part of me that Is the most prominent. The crowd of orange beings were like a glimpse at a future self. What I was going to be. What I really am.

It was a very overwhelming experience, and I couldn't shake the profoundness until several hours later. It was exactly what I needed, and I wouldn't change any of it. I felt as though I didn't ever have to do it again, but I know that there is so much more, and even though I've learned a great deal from it that it may be necessary for me to keep 'going'.

Thanks for reading, any feedback you have would be great
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EFFECTS
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Duration: (x hours)
First effects:
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Duration: (x hours)
First effects:
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)
Come down:
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Intensity (overall): (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely."
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First effects:
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Come down:
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Method of administration: (dissolved in water, capsuls, insufflated, vaporized...)


EFFECTS
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Duration: (x hours)
First effects:
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)
Come down:
Baseline:

Intensity (overall): (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely."
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EFFECTS
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First effects:
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)
Come down:
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PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set:
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time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?)
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication)
last meal: (Time and type)

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body weight: (in kg pls)
known sensitivities:
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form)

BIOASSAY
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Method of administration: (dissolved in water, capsuls, insufflated, vaporized...)


EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00 (expand this if you used delayed administration for multiple substances or the same substance with multiple doses. Use indices.)
Duration: (x hours)
First effects:
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)
Come down:
Baseline:

Intensity (overall): (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely."
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Hangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)
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REPORT
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PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set:
(physical condition) Set:
Setting (location):
time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?)
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication)
last meal: (Time and type)

PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m / f)
body weight: (in kg pls)
known sensitivities:
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form)

BIOASSAY
Substance(s): (list all taken substances)
Dose(s): (in the same order as Substances pls, use metric system i.e. g/ mg/ �g)
Method of administration: (dissolved in water, capsuls, insufflated, vaporized...)


EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00 (expand this if you used delayed administration for multiple substances or the same substance with multiple doses. Use indices.)
Duration: (x hours)
First effects:
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)
Come down:
Baseline:

Intensity (overall): (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely."
Evaluation / notes:

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4)
Implesantness: (0-4)
Visual Intensity: (0-4)
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)
Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration)


REPORT
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PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set:
(physical condition) Set:
Setting (location):
time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?)
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication)
last meal: (Time and type)

PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m / f)
body weight: (in kg pls)
known sensitivities:
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form)

BIOASSAY
Substance(s): (list all taken substances)
Dose(s): (in the same order as Substances pls, use metric system i.e. g/ mg/ �g)
Method of administration: (dissolved in water, capsuls, insufflated, vaporized...)


EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00 (expand this if you used delayed administration for multiple substances or the same substance with multiple doses. Use indices.)
Duration: (x hours)
First effects:
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)
Come down:
Baseline:

Intensity (overall): (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely."
Evaluation / notes:

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4)
Implesantness: (0-4)
Visual Intensity: (0-4)
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Hangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)
Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration)


REPORT
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I think it's funny how things seem during the trip and how they seem afterwards Thank you for sharing!

It always seems to me just an hour later that it was all just a dream. Almost every single DMT experience I have had has been different, I've had 60+. I was terrified the first many times, but integration becomes easier and easier.