I had thought I had had a breakthrough before this morning. Before this morning, I had smoked DMT approximately 10 times in a regular vaporgenie. At one point, at perhaps my 7th or 8th time, I felt like I had a breakthrough, like I went into hyperspace, but after this morning and what just happened to me, it was like wading in the kiddie pool compared to diving into the pacific from a helicopter 300 feet above the water. with a 2 ton weight strapped to my body.

I don't even know how to begin or where to start. I finally worked up the nerve to hit my VG deep, hard, and fast. I'm talkin' hot flame for 15 seconds of DEEP, HARD, and FAST inhalation. My lungs felt like they were being seared. It was approx. 80mg.

I remember a quickening in my spirit. A fleeting thought of "Oh fuck, what did I just do?" washed over me as I struggled to put the bowl down and position myself for the incoming waterfall being dumped over me at increasingly supersonic speeds. My next move was to throw a three-thick blanket pile over my head to plunge myself into darkness. Then I disappeared.

I don't even remember my lungs hurting anymore. I don't remember exhaling. I don't remember breathing, or a heartbeat, or what it was like to feel with my body. All I remember is being stripped of who or what I was. I no longer existed. I had died and entered an infinite space. There were no entities, and no sounds. All I can remember is being connected to a vast pool of energy. All I seemed to be was a consciousness that could do nothing but take in the reality-defying, breathtaking, miraculous visions and feelings that poured over me in pure ecstasy and bewilderment.

My best friend had been here before and tried to explain it. At one point, I remembered his words and finally could relate. So THIS is what he meant. THIS is what all of you guys here posting your trip reports meant. I finally made it here too. My first voyage into the ether - into the 'other'..

I can't remember many details. It's all very faint now. All I can say is that it has shaken the very foundation of my being. I can't put my finger on any of it, but I've never felt more privileged or joyful in my entire life. Something has awaken deep inside. I feel energetic, awake, optimistic, and so very grateful.

How can a molecule found nearly everywhere in nature do that to me?

WHAT WAS THAT SHIT?

A huge thanks to everyone here.

Very nice report! I loved the metaphor of jumping into the Pacific. When you were transported to this other place and where stripped of your identity, was it possible to feel fear or anxiety?

Entheojen - No. Absolutely no fear or anxiety - and I'm normally very prone to feeling both of them in my normal day to day, or with other drugs. With this trip, there was no capacity for either. What it was to be a human with "normal" feelings was gone. I felt like I was part of infinity, just swirling around in a boundless beautiful display. It was pure peace, happyness, well being, love, warmth, all wrapped up into one smooth, flowing, intense, constant feeling.

Seriously though, my words don't even do it justice. My jaw was dropped for a good 10 minutes after I finally came down and opened my eyes. I couldn't believe what had just happened.

Awesome read. Ego death and loss of this human identity is a pretty full on thing to experience. Early on in my DMT experiences I accidentally smoked a dose for two as I was distracted by a beautiful girl while weighing up. Completely forgetting that there was 80mg plus of spice in the bong, picked it up and pulled it real slow in one hit. I had never experienced such tremendous noise before in my life as I did this time when the carrier wave started. I knew I'd taken too much and the floodgates of hyperspace opened up and I was swallowed by it whole. I went to this place you speak of (the space between) and it's just awe inspiring and you're right when you return the jaw does have a tendency to hang open for a good while afterwards.

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Nice read, intense.

Very nice report, thank you for sharing it with us