Welcome to the Nexus!
Its always good to hear about people's development in life, changing from previous destructive habbits towards a healthier more balanced and respectful life style. Keep it up
Thats one good thing about this community, I think people here do very well in mutually supporting each other on the eternal quest for self-development...
Regarding 5-meo-dmt, potentially if you find good virola theiodora resin, you could extract 5-meo-dmt from it.
As for nn-dmt, you couldnt have come to a better place for knowing about it
Try all the links you received in your welcome pm, the community worked hard into putting good info there, such as the WIKI, health and safety section, FAQ, etc.. Spend a few days (weeks/months/years/lifetime
) exploring it, and feel free to ask questions once you have done some research, we will be glad to help you (and no you dont sound like an asshole at all)
See you around!!