Welcom to the Nexus Frankie! It sounds like you kind of hit a rough patch in life, but also a good one? You stopped smoking and drinking, your personality has changed for the better, and youve left all of your old friends.. because they were ties to your past life im assuming?
Although the world is a crazy place, full of fighting and hatred, lies, deception, cruelty, etc. the list can go on forever, we cannot change the whole world at once. Many are to stubborn to change in fact, but for those of us who are open minded enough we can change. Do not feel the weight of the world on your shoulders Frankie. One person may not take it all on. Instead, look how your life has changed for the better, and see how that affects anyone around you, for a start. Then go out, help those in need and imagine how something can change the course of a life. It can be simple things like helping an elder person do something or donating to charity. Imagine donating something to children that they didnt have, that could change their life and they may make decisions that could help even more people in the future, and those people could help more, and so on and so forth!
So you see, even though the world is tough and we cant change it all at once, we can do our part to help others in life, help others to be enlightened, and for the people who take the help they receive and do good with it it can change more and more lives exponentially. We can do our part and change a small part of the world, one person at a time.
Anyway, sorry for rambling Frankie
again, welcome to the Nexus! We are all friends here.
Do not lose site of the future, do not dwell in past mistakes, but focus on the present and how you can make a difference, for it will shape all things to come.
cdoc is a fictional character, and does not represent any real life persons actions. Anything said is also ficticious in nature with no ties to real events or people, any tie to real life events or persons is purely coincidental.