Hello everyone. My name is Kevin and for the past 6 years I have been more than curious about what I can only call the other side. I have been involved with psychedelics for about 3 years. Nothing but great times, I have never had a bad experience (Salvia was scary but not at all bad). Unfortunately, the only time I ever broke through was with salvia. That was my first psychedelic experience and I was not ready for it. I cherish those experiences because they were beautiful, but having never experienced ego loss before I reacted like a scared animal. Still I felt I learned from it. Last night I had my first true experience with spice. I don't believe I broke through but it was the single most moving event in my life. It lacked visual complexity but the beings that i met had such compassion and care for me that I almost cried. Enough of that, there is a section for experiences. I'm just explaining how I found this place.

A bit about myself, I'm 19 years old and my passion is music. My soul belongs to psychedelic rock but i enjoy anything except metal and country. About a year ago I got introduced to the rave scene. Simply put, I love it. A nice majority of the people i'v met truly believe in peace, love, unity, and respect. And the music. I never like "techno" as an outsider calls it. But the sound of the underground right now is mindblowing. It started with pure respect to what producers were accomplishing with the technology at hand and just grew from there. I am now trying my hand at making my own EDM track.

The mods and anyone else that helps keep the forum in this condition deserve all of my respect. I have never been to a forum as civil. I look forward to getting to know everyone here.

By the way, I absolutely love the homepage. Beautiful.

Hey PeaceFrog, nice intro

Sounds like you're approaching DMT & the forum with the respect they deserve, DMT is definitely something that can touch us so very deeply, i've felt like crying quite a few times, even when just recalling how special the experience is can bring tears to my eyes, or when hearing about someone elses experience... truly beautiful.

Could you elaborate on what way you feel you met beings external to yourself?
Im not saying they are just in your head or anything, but how did you feel them? as a 'presence' within you? outside you? Was there multiple beings?

I find this interesting as the only entities i have ever experienced were crystalline fractal patterns that massaged me internally, i felt them working on my deep energy systems. I've also experienced past bodies i have possibly existed in, i guess maybe i have had some kind of entity contact but none of them felt 'external' to me, like as actual beings that were communicating with me or observing me. The entities i've experienced were either at one stage an incarnation of my mind, or internal 'energy' beings, or so it seemed.

Hope to hear more...

Hi PeaceFrog,

Thank you for introducing yourself & welcome to the Nexus. Great community you've found here. I'm sure you'll find many like-minded souls.

Welcome again.

I was still aware of the room I was in and that my buddy was there watching me, actually i could hear him moving around and stuff. However the beings i was seeing were very clear. They had a sort of black metallic outer layer but they were mostly pink because the room i met them in was a nice pink, comforting color. I saw them as if i was watching in fast forward but they were giving me something. Thats why i felt such compassion from me, they were helping me. Even though they had no features i could sense a gender difference with some. Im not quite sure why it was probably slight differences in body shape. They were humanoid. What touched me is how I felt as though i was in a hospital or something and they just did everything they could to keep me comfortable. Considering the fact that i was kinda scared to go this far because i could only compare it to salvia, i felt as though they were letting me know there is nothing at all to fear.

I also had a recurring character in my Salvia experiences. She was less interactive though it was more like she was observing me.

Thats interesting chronic, to feel a presence interacting with you but is so abstract that you can't recognize it as a familiar form. It reminds me of the saying "life as we know it"

Thanks for explaining, they sound like nice beings



This is exactly one of the reasons why i think DMT is so incredible, it shatters your view of life as you think you Know it.

For something to change, especially an organism that now grows/evolves with its mind (the same mind which thinks it knows) what better way to grow than to completely shatter the illusion of 'life as you 'Know' it'

Welcome to the Nexus!

Thanks for sharing your story, see you around