SWIM sent this as a private message to another nexus noob and thought it worthy of posting:
SWIM believes from experience that you would gain the most positive change from the king of indole tryptamines (D-LSD-25 Tartrate, in pharmaceutical grade form). the most visual experience by far is DMT. but SWIM honestly recommends pure LSD which SWIM had once.
bugging MAPS probably won't accomplish it. supporting them however is most noble. street dealing kids will sell you a research chemical on paper or in liquid form and tell you that it is LSD.
that leaves three options:
1) find a real, preferably older, lSD family member. SWIM personally doesn't know any, SWIM simply got lucky once 15 years ago. if he has acid available ask him if it is white on white paper that is non-perforated (not a requirement, but best). then ask him if it causes an electrical sensation when the paper is placed on the tongue, almost buzzing shock like (not a taste! but a sensation). if he smiles and says yes, then it is real and you will be sent into the most euphoric, God-head, flying, heaven-like experience of your life and will be cured of depression and anxiety for several months after. you will feel pure electric like energy flowing through your entire body. prepare your set and setting accordingly for the experience. (EDIT: SWIM has supporting evidence from many people across several forums now to confirm this and a trip report from 1961 in Hoffman's book)
2) find a pharmaceutical chemical supplier that can do a full synthesis for you. you will likely pay high dollar for a small amount. Sigma-Aldrich sells it to the U.S. DOD at $97/mg. which is about ten doses. totally worth it but they won't sell to an individual. perhaps a trip to India or China would be beneficial.
3) make it yourself. LSD is one of the most difficult organic chemistry synthesis processes known to man. precursors are heavily watched by the DEA. tens of thousands of dollars worth of lab equipment is necessary. and finally, a degree in organic or pharmaceutical chemistry with lab experience should be established.
Other than that, SWIM tried a few of the research chemicals available legally and SWIM would recommend against them. if anything, just go organic and grow your own mushrooms. it's an easy process if you have the time and can be most rewarding. however, dosage is the problem with mushrooms as the potency varies. there is supposedly a simple ethanol extraction for mushrooms that SWIM has not attempted which is claimed to make dosing more standard.
one more thing, if you do find pure LSD, don't announce it to the world. Remember this, LSD was the drug that the gov. created the scheduling system for (not heroin, cocaine, or meth) Why?
capitalism/religion/government has no room for consciousness expansion, true enlightenment, growing awareness, love, light, connectedness with all, non-consumer induced happiness, re-establishing inner communication with the divine and communication with each other. i mean, how could we fight wars if we achieved those things aye?
SWIM believes that in a metaphysical sense at least that DMT is perhaps the physical/material form of one's soul which recombines with the one great spirit upon death. Smoking it is mind blowing
SWIM wishes you well on your journeys!