I'm just pasting a post by "xebiche" who could not post directly, and had instead sent me a message. I'm not sure if i should post it, but I think it's pretty interesting, so here it is:
July 4, 1992. That was when I Awoke. I had no idea about Sacred Geometry. It covered the scene. When I closed my eyes it was there. For 45 minutes. It maddened me after about 15. The trip went so far south. All I did was pray for death to end the geometry that was on my field of vision. (in retrospect it was beautiful show, I just got spooked). I managed to make it to the shower. Water always saves me. The bathroom was white. The sound of water, the warmth of water, the feel of flow over my skin. So calming. And whiteness. The bathroom was just a white, like canvas with no visual distractions to focus on. The scene became so serene. Pure CALMNESS and OPENNESS. That is when it softly started rolling in. No visuals. Just KNOWLEDGE. So much of it and it was such a Gentle flow. For four hours I remained there Absorbing. I had connected to something deep or Universal. I was at a loss explaining this to anyone for 10 years. So I kept things to myself for all this time. Then I met A Vipasanna Meditator, dedidicated buddhist from Portland. He spoke the way he spoke because of a lifes worth of work. The way he spoke mimiced my internal dialogue (since the LSD incident). I identified his practices. And now I had a template. Before I was LOST. I got Kicked down an Immense Imprint on my Consciousness that never left. WHen ever I refer to the state as Samadhi or Enlightenment, people tend to write me off, or act competitive. The perspective never left, nor the knowledge, nor the feel. I am SSSOOO grateful that DMT offers such Easy access to the Conscious Dimension. The LSD Experience differentiated itself from DMT because there was Zero visual distraction. The experience was purely Cognitive. I was NOT thinking. I was Absent, absent, absent. It was as if the Knowlegde was bieng gently downloaded. I wanted to get this down on paper becasue I believe it can be a potent reference. If I did this then someone else can do this. It is in the Ambiance. Although I truly believe Praying for death was a powerful precursor for the experience. I cannot believe it was a requirement.
I HIGHLY recommend this experiment:
LSD
Samadhi tank - add all the above ammenities
- Heated Water
- A Gentle fountaining to shower to give your skin knowledge of FEELING while you gentle your mind with breathwork and absence
- No sound - only the sounds of water
- No visuals - only the color of white in your ambiance. People are Wrong. Meditate in the White. Eyes closed is Dark. Samadhi tanks are all done in darkness. No No. Do it in the blankness of white.
- Lastly. If Guru Knowledge can be obtained by me, Guru Knowledge can be you. July 4, 1992. I hit Samadhi (the absolute end of meditation). For four hours. Simply knowledge that it can be done is incentive to extend to a possiblilty that you now know is out there. So try it and share this knowledge. I don't even care if you do it here on Nexus. Just share this method.
This is it. This is what it was. This is what it will be.