Hello Nexus!
I've finally registered here now, became so mesmerized by reading many the heart-touching stories and experiences that I've never thought about registering here myself...

Anyway, I'm 19, had my first psychedelic encounter with 4-ho-met just about a year ago, just a few months after I discovered cannabis. It was more than just a pleasant experience and I liked how it totally changed my perspective on the world we're all living in, I liked how it changed my thoughts.

Since that, I've tried a few more compounds, LSA, 5-meo-mipt and such but nothing so far beats when I cried huge tears of happiness on my first trip.

A friend of mine mentioned DMT once, I looked it up really quick and forgot about it shortly after.

As time passed I became more and more interested in sleeping and dreams, and began reading about lucid dreaming, and that was a major turnpoint for me. I managed to control one of my dreams and I had such an awesome time.

I began researching on the internet on my spare time and found lots and lots of information about all kinds of stuff. Than I met DMT, which some says is what creates the dreams.
This interested me, this exalted me to such a grade I could not think about anything else, I wanted to know what it is, why is it there for.

Eventually, I read a lots of guides on extraction from Mimosa Hostilis and placed an order on a small quantity.
I managed to make the extract with great success! I now had what I read about for so long, but then it struck me - Do I really have the guts to do this which so many people says is "impossible, indescribable and unimaginable"

I said to my self that I've not come this far for nothing.

I inhaled the pure, white smoke, which taste reminded me of vanilla. I took three big hits and everything went blurry.
There's not much to say about my experience, other than that it was terrifying and wonderful amazing at the same time.

Since that, I've been afraid to use it again. I do not know if I'm worthy.
That's why I came here, I came here to seek knowledge and support. And to give knowledge and support.


Best Regards
Standardkiwi
Ps. I hope you can put up with my spelling and grammar, my mother language is not English.

Standardkiwi-welcome to the Nexus!

You have visited a realm that defies explanation, logic and comprehension.I sometimes wonder if humble biological entities such as we are have been made to access such realms.But the human spirit to inexorably march forward is what propels us onwards into these dimensions.

Fear is an essential human emotion and serves in some ways as a protective mechanism to alert us to those things which have the power to harm or terrify.Many if not most Nexians have and continue to experience this. But the indomitable human spirit transcends this.....but it takes a certain mindset/personality type to venture there again and again.

To ease the fear my own approach is to have a bowl of changa first to see if my subconscious is really in a fit state to experience what DMT has to offer.If this goes well I then proceed to vaporise some freebase and the results thus far have been wholly positive.

Have a read of the Wiki-I think changa is a quantum-leap forward for the likes of us Nexians, in more ways than one.Once again, welcome!!

Welcome to the nexus!

I've had my most wonderful trips when I had a very strong pre-flight anxiety and was literally terrorized to vape the second toke (two tokes is usually enough for me to vape 40-50mg),
I wonder if other people had such experiences.

Thanks for the replies!
Hm, I'm sure it defines logic, just not the way that I'm used to, or able to accept, but I'm trying hard to let go of my ego and perhaps, understand more of this nerve-thrilling substance.
I've never really understood what changa is, is it some kind of "weaker" DMT?
The only thing I have now, is a small bag with white, soft crystals, can I make changa from that?
It seems like a good idea, to let my mind have a small taste of what's coming, and then decide if it's a good moment to embrace the everything.

Same here. These trips are usually more vivid/memorable for me.

To find out about Changa, just read up in the forums in the "Changa" Thread