Hi Everyone
This seems to be the introduction section of the forum so I guess this is the best place for my first post.
Where to start!!?
I guess its safe to say Im relatively new to DMT. I have only done it a few times in changa form My background to any sort of drug has been the usual i guess i.e pills, mdma, speed, K, etc. I come from a clubbing background so they have always been choice substances for me to take. Infact id never even heard of DMT or Changa until 3 years ago and even then never even tried it until this year. I have taken Acid 3 time in my life...only once out of those time did i enjoy myself. I think this was mainly due to fear of it, thanks to mis-information and the fact that if u have a bad one your stuck with it until it wears off....needless to say psychedelics have never really appealed to me, which is ironic as im into the psychedelic dance scene :-)
This year I decided to try changa. Looking back on it now it was probably not the wisest thing i have ever done as i new nothing about it or potentially what i could have been getting myself into. Luckily for me i have been around substances for many years now and am always cautious when trying new ones. In this particular instance i was at home with my friends. I loved it. I only took a little just enough to see the most amazing colours and mathmatical patterns i have ever witnessed. The next time I was out at a mini outdoor festival again with friends and again I only smoked a little on a sunny afternoon. It was like being in cartoon land which i found very amusing.
At this point I still hadnt grasped really what I was dealing with when smoking this stuff.
The 3rd time I was at another festival and i decided to buy some myself to share with my friends. Again much the same as before we had an amazing time watching sunsets and sunrises, but now I was starting to realise that what i had discovered was no ordinary drug.....at least not in the general sense of the term drug, which usually brings things like pills and coke etc to mind.
This was something else. I had started hearing more and more people on the psy scene and at festivals talking about it which also suggested to me it has started to become popular. I have been on the psy scene for a good few years now and never heard about it or even smelt it at festivals or parties before. But what i noticed was people treating it like they would mdma or pills.....which didnt float my boat too much....even tho my first experiences of it I was doing the same.
After getting home from this particular festival I actually brought a pipes worth back with me and just kept it in my draw for a few weeks until 1 friday afternoon.
I had been signed off work as i had injured my back moving some equipment. I had been in room all morning making some music on my mac. I was feeling very excited about it all. I suddenly remembered i had a tiny bit of changa left, so after running to the shop to get a new pipe and quickly making some lunch i got comfortable on my sofa and smoked. This time was seriously different. I honestly thought that i was in hospital and had been in a comma. As far as i was concerned none of the last 6 months in my real life had happened. My mum was there along with my ex girlfriend and i didnt have a clue what was going on.
When i came round I was slumped forward on my sofa and the quick lunch i had eaten just before was all over my lap and on the floor. To be totally honest i was shocked and a little scared. I immediately sorted my self out and spent a couple of hours getting my head back to normal. After that i wanted to document the whole experience.....and now have a dedicated book for the next time I try it, as that seriously helped me and. Since that time i have done as much research as i can and have tried to prepare myself so im ready......THIS STUFF AMAZES ME BUT NEEDS TO BE RESPECTED TO THE Nth DEGREE. I realised after that deeper experience that I may not have been ready due not being in the right head space...(after splitting up with my ex) even tho i didnt realise it, so until now i have not gone near it to a point where i could be in that position again.
I now have some more changa. And tonight i have a friend coming who is going to sit with me whilst we try it out.....i dont plan on going too deep yet and my friend is a little bit more experienced than me and is just as interested in it so we trust each other completely.
Since my previous experience i have pondered all sorts of questions about myself and life and i truely feel im a better person for it. However I do think I there is more and im desperate to get the most out of this as i can.
In my research on DMT ive come across mentioning of Shamans or professionals that can guide and help you with your experiences.
I believe this is a really good way to go so i joined this forum in the hope that someone can put me in touch with one? or maybe tell me of how I can find one? as I really have no idea on how to get hold of them. Maybe someone on here is a shaman and wouldnt mind me getting in touch??
OK thats enough typing for now. I hope someone can help me
Much Love to all
T.R
P.S I hope that all makes sense to people Thanks