Hi there, SWIM wanted to thank you all for this space as it can be quite hard sometime to find some infos or sharing on these topics.

So he supposes he should introduce himself then; let say he is Curiouskid and after a period of destructive behavior he kind of woke up and saw that he could do things to heal and maintain his body and on a bigger scale having a smaller impact on our mother Earth.

It all started with diet and Yoga then after diverse travellings he came across Mamasita Ayahuasca who reintroduced him to mind-altering substances. He had taken "drugs" for some time in the "party" way and of course with abuses most of the time till he decided to stop hurting this body and promessed to never touch those again... This time of cleanse was probably to be introduced to Mamasita as he learned a new way of use with the goals of deprogramming the mind and trying to understand more of this ununderstandable world we live in...

His experience with the Brew (he'll probably post a report on that later on) was so gentle and mind blowing, like an epiphanie, a break from his restless mind, a piece of jewell shown to him!
But a such short experience against more than two decades of conditionning is quite weak and the everyday life takes over the magic and the mind pretends all was just a dream, everything is under control!

He had two unsuccessful experiences with some spice, he supposes because of the stress he didn't inhale and hold properly and so felt weird with high beating heart and floral patterns vision(he could do with some advices on that, he used a oil pipe...thanks).

SWIM discovered Terence McKenna a while ago and being interested in the wild side of life generally he found a lot of sense when he says that Nature is not mute but speaks through psychoactive plants.
He doesn't think anything happens for no reasons, some people are feeling the urge of changing their way of living to escape and go on the top of the mountains, some take substances to forget everything, some are after a guru in search of enlightenment... The psychedelic experience invited SWIM for a ride and he's gonna embrace this path that is as frightening as inviting.
Thank you again others to welcome him in this mine of informations and warm advices.

Welcome to the Nexus

You will find this place is ca real treasure for all the info you may need to smooth your path along the way.If youre having difficulties with your smoking technique have a read of the smoking section as its full of helpful advice......bottom line is the GVG is the weapon of choice!

Once again, welcome...... and as a final point, try breaking up your posts into distinct paragraphs-makes them alot kinder on the eyes to read

Thanks corpus callosum, you're right this place is loaded with precious infos so SWIM will probably find what he is looking for.

The GVG seems really usefull but a first extraction is needed before...

SWIM will watch his writting and give some space and fresh air in this mess!...