Welcome to the forums, I'm glad to hear that you and spice work so well together. I am also fascinated by DMT's healing/cleansing properties; I feel like words and ideas are flowing more easily in day-to-day life after my first experience. I imagine that taking this too far could result in impulsive and brash behavior, but through experience and prudent judgment I can find the dosing regimen that maximizes my health and well-being in the real world.
Noman's "DMT for the masses" tek works perfectly (google it). If you can acquire the reagents/tools/PPE and have a place to perform the tek, then don't let the lack of expertise or chemistry knowledge stop you. The Nexus community can help you with the extraction every step of the way (most of us will be glad to help). Plus there are all kinds of chemistry videos online that can teach you proper techniques and procedures.
Every tool is dangerous when misused. That is no reason not to use tools.
Isn't it strange that a gift can be an enemy?