Well this is an interesting corner of the interwoods. And all is written as a fictional narrative, involving fictional people traveling to ficticous realities. It is grand playground. May I join in? I feel this character should tell his story too. I'm amazed at some of the sayings on around here. I love encountering Interesting thought. But enough flattery for now. On to the story...
I am in my mid 20's. I took my first psylocibin mushrooms at the age of 14. In retrospect it was too much and all I remember was confusion. It didn't take me long to find ecsatcy and lsd. pot was becoming a weekend thing and I was bored as hell. Lonely, confused and sad. But what I have always had, judging by how much others are amazed at the word stream from my mouth. So I seem to possess a fair intellect. Wise, I would say. Not extremely intelligent. Oh ya, I read a lot. I discovered early in my school carrier that if I read university level text books no one ever told me to stop. I did no work. I lived in my head. It was safe and devoid of other people. Only I couldn't get out. I couldn't express.
Where I'm actually going with this is I found out about spice round the same time. What I was reading enthralled me. I had to try it. 10 years later I have still not broken through. Only about 5 sub-doses. 4 being today, one a couple of years back, maybe 5. The time has never been right. Whenever I encounter it I'm not in the best headspace and when I am tip-top, no spice or no means to extract it.
Now, everything is aligning. My mate has about 15g of crystals and I am doing well in my life. I work harder than ever, earning well enough, Living with good people and most importantly I believe, for the first time since about 9 years old, that I am the writer of my life story.
So, here is the next stage of my journey into spice. I am ready to dive now and I would appreciate the company of others. I can be precocious, and stubborn, sometimes a real asshole but mostly I'm quite pleasant. Look forward to it.
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