Hello Nexus
Im been reading here for a while. I just love this community, probably the best serious forum about psychedelics? I see it that way anyhow. Sometimes I feel my english is kinda limited but I dont often partecipate in the deeper philosophical discussions, but I love to read them. Why im tripping is because I want to know my self deeper and universe im in, and I also feel that psychedelics teach me whats the right path. So it has helped me alot these few years since I started.
I started with psychedelics just before I was 18, I think a little seed where planted into me or something. Because I was a low life criminal dude who just did violence and bad drugs, bad, destructive stuff etc... When reached somewhere 19-20 I started to change more and more. Began to be more "spiritual" and tripped more, read more about spirituality and philosophy. I tryed alot of "spiritual" techniqes. Like yoga, meditation, lucids dreams, OBEs. Now I just do yoga a few times a week and are 21 years old. Maybe im gonna start with vipassana meditation later on. But for now I want to focus more on psychedelics.
I have tripped alot on LSD but in the beginning it was not that serious as I do it now. I used to have open eyes and actually "do" stuff. Nowadays I sit/lay down and close my eyes. Listen to calm music or nothing. And I have tryed mushrooms also. I like mushrooms more than LSD. I have not tripped so mush on LSD recently just mushrooms. I have also smoked Sally D once. And some few RC's. What I like best is mushrooms. I have also tryed once ayahuasca (only b. caapi) once.
Im a dyslectic so im not so good at writing. But I want to participate here and hope to learn more about this mindblowing compunds.
What im interested in is also Ayahuasca and Dmt. Gonna try Aya again soon (only tryed it once without any special effects). And DMT i hope soon I try also but I want to explore ayahuasca a little first.
its too dangerous to let anyone feel better, then everyone's going to want to feel better and society depends on suffering so that can't happen