Where to begin?
Well I guess first of all I heard of the concept of fortifying caapi leaves. Being a great fan of the great mothers work, I did thus take 20g's of yellow caapi leaves, which were given a mighty good blending and added to a hefty amount of IPA and they were left in union for some good 30 days... and the lord looked upon this union and said it was good
... ah enough of this charade. It's late, I'm sweating like you wouldn't believe and some big assed mosquito just took a chunk out of my ass... trapped him in a box I did
I'll let him out later.
But yeah!
I evapped all that down onto 1g of leaf which was then combined with 1g of spice a la jork limonene IPA magic, thus making the product...
seriously that was a big f'n mosquito! damn my ass is itchy!!!
Anyway... This was so much more than the standard DMT: Caapi leaf magic I have become acustommed to which is.. just great. But this isn't about hyperspace. This isn't even about visuals, rushes, entities or any of that stuff you spice only freaks may be so well used to. This was somewhere I had only been with a good helping of the holy brew. Thus leading onto the title of this thread, Dorge is really onto something here. Damn me I was so skeptical. Out of ignorant respect for what I knew and loved.. hell, I wanted to be skeptical. There was something so delicously blind and christian about the whole thing. But to all you dedicated nay sayers out there...
This is ayahuasca!
Drink her, smoke her, hell... shoot her up I guess. It really doesn't change who she is or what she does or how she tells you what's going on. If you hear her voice through any medium, she will always have her definitive message for all who are willing to listen, clear and true as daylight. At that realisation that she could travel through smoke, I just kept smoking her.
The first cone full had me thinking that this has just tamed the DMT to the point of almost zero activity. But then unlike vaped DMT, much great insight kept coming to mind. Take another cone and I'm now looking around and noticing those thick rain effects I only ever realise drinking a good dose of lovingly prepared brew. Actually the most similar experience I have had to this has been when I have consumed extracted THH with an oral dose of DMT. I was rolling around the floor, ecstatic about what this great smoking mixture had brought on, how amazingly clear everything became, how I could feel every system of my body syncronised. Also unlike DMT, I could sustain this state for hours, just by loading another cone. If anything each cone seemed to have a stronger effect than the last. The MAOI effect gets very, very strong with this method. I have never reached this level with brewed ayahuasca, as it can become physically uncomfortable, but this euphoria was so pure. There was none of the sterile edgy euphoria which can be present with lesser materials, but a solid enveloping pulse which radiated from my heart all the way up to my head. At one point I almost purged, but I wanted to keep that feeling built up inside me for too long, so it didn't happen in the end.
Four hours passed with no noticable build up of tolerence. In this 4 hours I had remembered so much of what I had forgotten was so fundementally me. I guess as time goes by it is necassary for one to adapt but in that process much is lost, but to get some of it back was a long overdue blessing. I went outside to look up to the stars as is often the most suitable thing to do when wanting to multiply the feelings of the profound. Then for some reflective moments I sat on the grass clarifying myself and trying to hold on to all that I had learned. Contemplating on loading another cone... which I did
. That's the only downside with this stuff for me, which is the flip side of the coin to one of its greatest qualities. You can just go on and on with smoking the stuff.
All I can say to sum all this up is, for anyone who is skeptical of this great gift to just get on it and see for themselves.
Certainly for me, this is the start of a beautiful relationship
Cheers Dorge
I suppose I'd better let that mosquito outside now.