MrSecurity93,
Welcome to the Nexus and thank you so much for sharing your story.
I am so glad you figured out a way to stay out of jail and to get out of a gang. These two things are not easy once The System and/or a gang has their parasitic claws sunk deep, so well done.
It sounds like you are on a journey of education and transformation. It will be interesting to see where things proceed.
Have you had the opportunity to extract your own DMT yet? I highly recommend it as a self empowering, safety promoting, fascinating, fun and economic project,
. There are many tried and true extraction TEK's in the wiki link above.
Again, welcome to the Nexus.
"But even if nothing lasts and everything is lost, there is still the intrinsic value of the moment. The present moment, ultimately, is more than enough, a gift of grace and unfathomable value, which our friend and lover death paints in stark relief."-Rick Doblin, Ph.D. MAPS President, MAPS Bulletin Vol. XX, No. 1, pg. 2Hyperspace LOVES YOU