Hi. I'd like to share a perspective and some experiences that took place. I hope you enjoy reading, maybe you have something of your own to share.

A possibly important clarification is at the bottom of this post.



I have discovered certain correspondence between the inner monologue (the audible thoughts "in the brain" and the "external" reality, that which we call the world. It was spooky at first, and sometimes still startles me, now I began to familiarize this experience.

Telepathy. That is an idea that describes an aspect of this correspondence, I mention this some lines below, soon.

It is one thing to have a so called "intellectual" knowing of this correspondence - famously conveyed through the phrase "as within, so without" - and another to feel it, to recognize it is constantly happening, ever present.

So after this I noticed that when I ingest a psychedelic (a few mushrooms or smoke some weed), I am more aware of this taking place. I would like to describe three specific experiences that take place:

• Possibly the point of higher interest: I used to be deep in conspiracy rabbit holes. Those that know, know that the more I looked the more I found. I couldn't understand how people would not see it and how it was everywhere. That led me to videos about law of attraction, initially dismissed due to a reason many are aware of: they tend to be superficial. But they served as a stepping stone just like the fear porn. This led me to reading about the holographic Universe, how it's all self-reflective, how law of attraction is actually "law of focus", what is perceived is perceived more! That's why it looks like one "does" or "manifests" things, its all one thing self reflecting. So I joined some dots, realized that a certain victim conditioning led me to embody victimhood as a mindset, which kept attracting/manifesting/generating/reflecting/whateverugetitlol experiences in accord to that. I dropped the paranoia and started to choose empowerment. Anyway, the mindblowing thing here is that suddenly songs I used to listen to, videos, books and just conctent I used to consume, STARTS MAKING SENSE. Now the triangles and pyramids wht one eye, checkerboards, other duality symbols, celebrities doing the "one eye" sign (and others you get the type of symbology im talking about) are not evil, but are actually revealing secrets! As a quick example: i used to think an artist i listened to a lot was a mason and part of devil worship. He likes the number 11, uses 11:11 a lot, eye in the pyramid symbolism. I dropped him. After this realiazation, no longer with conspiracies in mind, I revisited one of his songs I didn't listen to in ages... and he was telling me all this time what I came to discover! Lyrics: "dare to live beyond just survival, to dream without sleeping, to floor the gas pedal without crashing"... the feeling was top notch, surprised amazed ecstatic. It was staring me this whole time! Then I saw the cover photo of that release and it had a checkerboard! Instead of "oh he is into the rituals and stuff thats masonic symbol!!" i was like "wow he just putting a symbol there to let u know he knows". Or smt like that. This is an example, it's happening more and more. Just wow

• A feeling of oneness. Of unity. I had smoked a good amount of weed and sat on some steps in the middle of the nightlife's movement. Bar zone, so the atmosphere is full of chatter, there's a vibe. Suddenly, as has happened before, the mind started racing somewhat. But! This time, instead of doing the usual of resisting the intrusive thoughts (by intrusive I mean aggressive, perverted or mean thoughts. In short, any socially inappropriate thoughts), I let them unfold and fully express, no matter how shamefull or disgusting they may get. It felt vulnerable, exposed. I had forgotten that feeling. Now, the environment was interacting with me (duh, correspondence) constantly, I can't put into words the whole vibe! But I will describe a few details of this interaction so that those who know can appreciate what I felt! Before the moment I let go and stop resisting the thoughts, I saw that resistance - that rejection of the pain which was arising as those thoughts- outside. I saw literal rejection too, not a more metaphorical representation: somebody was dismissing their partner on the spot, a couple. I recognized that, I saw myself in that, and realized I was doing it but without keeping in mind that I was rejecting my own self. I opened up and let the thoughts flow, listened to them you know? Suddenly, the whole vibe changes, of course! I see a writing on the wall, graffiti: "lose yourself". I let go even more. Some song's lyrics were the typical clich'e love phrases but it had a whole deeper, real meaning now! It felt as if the world was calling for me to remember we are one, the world, the life, is. No me or you. I asked somebody for a light and they just gifted me the lighter. My heart opens up more... The final detail for this story is that I look at a pretty girl crossing the street. As she's on her way walking way, the back of her jacket is facing me now, it had the writing "You are the Key". Suddenly all these previously cliché, almost meaningless phrases are FULL of meaning! Right in my face

• I was on the rooftop, at night by myself smoking, watching content whatever. I decide to go to the other end of the rooftop to enjoy it's view a bit, without the phone, so the abscence of videos released the mind's focus. Next to my building is another one, it's a few floors taller so I have several balconies next to and above the rooftops level. I was standing there with my inner monologue going and a dog started barking. Seemingly umprompted... it was 3AM. Some anxiety arose because I could feel the correspondence taking place. The dog paused when I stopped the inner dialogue, no kidding. I stop the voice, doggo stops. I continue, dude goess off. Very insistent. I returned to the previous spot, away from that side, because it started to feel like I was really bothering someone. As soon as I'm back and calm down the voice, return focus to music, dog shuts up. Same as before I had walked up there. Lmao. I really didnt want to test it any further cuz it was 3AM, people would start to wake up...a lthough now I'm like "what is there to fear? supposed people in that apartment and the ones close to it wake up to check out what's up. So what if they maybe even point to me (as I was clearly very self conscious and the dog was reflecting that) saying Im disturning the dog? I can say "i never opened my mouth" but that would be just for appearances lol. Anyway! Last experience

• Again, high on weed. As I said, this is perceivable while "sober", it's just that having smoked or smt it's almost unavoidable know what I mean? The night doorman of this building, we talk a bit sometimes. We share some weed with the other when we got sum. Now, what I'm about to tell you has happened before. This was the second time: due to certain things we call "traumas", others know it as our "past conditioning" or our "beliefs", certain aspect of that can be identified as insecurities regarding my sexuality. One of the main intrusive thoughts is saying I'm gay and saying that in my mind when interacting with men, randomly. Like with the rest, I've learned to let them go/unravel and not resist, but the interaction (correspondence) from the environment is still there: so I thought "maybe I'm gay, but actually more like pansexual because I like women" as I am approaching the dude, high AF lol. I give the dude the lighter I borrowed and as I'm leaving he says "the joint in your mouth, it fits you" (while doing the gesture of holding a joint to his mouth. He said this cuz I was on the elevator fucking around with the cig on my lips pretending im Tommy Shelby, there's a camera in that elevator) this is in Spanish the translation may leave out the impression I got, but the thing is it was clear this was some flirting. Odd comment to make, unnecessary and covert signalling. This time as well as the previous one he was casually touching/winking his eye and doing other sorts of gestures. In between both occurences, we were talking once and I mentioned how I never tried anything with a guy but once was attracted to one. Dude did the "im going a few steps away from you you might be gay and like me" joke. Was that ironic? Because the other times he was fishing for me to reply to the covert hinting seem very real. I noticed similar things happening with other men, out loud they are almost homophobic while, when opportunity may be present, they signal they take it from behind or something similar.

• Oh btw noticed that the dogs that approach me at the park are almost always from people seem to any degree interested in me, oggling. Men or women, no difference. Once a dog was basically begging me to approach the owner lmao. After some tries doggo never came back and girl left.



The clarification:

I'm aware of non duality (excuse me who is aware of what??), holographic nature of reality. Due to the fractal nature of reality, the "inner" and the "outer" are self similar. The correspondence I mentioned earlier. Anyything containts everything. Everything/anything in existence is an analogy of existence. And viceversa, you can switch it up as you wish, the point remains!

The idea of a doer, an individual, as an idea. It's all one and etc and God and consciousness. You know the drill. I prefer to express it with the dream comparison. Since it's all self reflective, holofractal, it's really one thing! So any "part", such as you or me, that feels "conscious" can "change" the whole thing! It's a dream then, or dream-like. In a dream, the whole dream is actually the dreamer, also the dreamer is the dream... so even though the character/avatar is only A POINT OF FOCUS of the dreamer's awareness, it actually is everything! The character is everything! Anything is lol. Awareness, the dreamer/dream, just is. The character, the identity, is one of the appearances in the awareness, just like a glass. Really feeling into it has been a good way to actually "affect" the world around me through my state of being.

Anyway, so I feel like reality is you it is perceived. Filtered. Created. Same idea behind many words. The thing is, simultaneously, it's all one, and it's all an illusion in substance. The actual substratum of existence is timeless and boundless, immaterial. This solidity thing is an appearance, well actually everything is an appearance, even the idea that stuff reflects other stuff and that "you" can "change the world2 by chaging yourself... I mean it does happen! You change and since you are the world it follows suit! But any conceptualizations are appearances.

What I actually mean, what may be important in this clarification, is that all perspectives are valid. No right or wrong. I post this to expand insight, to expand the current state of mind, and share perspectives! You may have very valuable comments or experiences to share my friend!

Here comes the important part: I'm not here to argue. I mean: if you post to say that, say, telepathy doesn't exist or that the symbols I mention are actually the truth and proceed to mention some negative idea (conspiracy, archons, etc lol), I won't bother. You ain't gonna convince me either, maybe save your breath! Also save your life, it seems like you are perceiving that reality because it's what you focus on. I understand, by the way, the urge to share it and argue and convince others! I've been there, VERY deep. I can say that anyone capable enough to go so deep into negative mindsets and believe the proof they see about insane, really elaborate conspiracies... is also able to realie the deeper ACTUAL ""truth""... it's all real, as it is unreal. You are experiencing it because you are focusing on it. Direct your energy elsewhere, embrace positivity... the shift can be night and day.

Yes, telepathy isn't real! Of course, in the same way these sentences make no "actual" sense. There is only correspondence, no causality. Innerconnection.

There is the absolute, the unmanifest, the substratum, the all. Here&now. There is nothing to say about it. And then there's the relative. Here&now too. In that relative, we are having this conversation, thank you for reading, you are welcome to share!