Do you also use cannabis at all? I'm not alone in finding that that herb can affect credulity.
I was hoping to find the source of a relevant quote but the screenshot below shows how the search result was ironically amusing.
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(46kb) downloaded 30 time(s). “There is a way of manipulating matter and energy so as to produce what modern scientists call 'a field of force'. The field acts on the observer and puts him in a privileged position vis-à-vis the universe. From this position he has access to the realities which are ordinarily hidden from us by time and space, matter and energy. This is what we call the Great Work."
― Jacques Bergier, quoting Fulcanelli