hey man, I'll drop you a reply here
I've read a few of your posts dealing with your experiences and a thread that seems to be running through them, from what I can surmise, is a serious concern with health and a commentary on your relationship with technology.
From what I can remember you have a condition with your heart and were undergoing stress tests of some kind(?) and had a medical diagnostic type trip. Here you have an experience where you're being attuned with a machine or some 'other'. Another you were feeling like some sort of digital pet, which I could see stemming from handing over a lot of consent to medical experts. Doctors, after-all, are often just taking best guesses, throwing everything at the wall to see what sticks; effectively making their patients 'pet projects' or experiments of sorts.
I also remember a post where you were having some sort of communion with an image of cartoon succubi. No matter what you might feel like you're calling in to your space and experience you're still just exchanging energy with a screen, and that's all. This is just an empty technological love affair from my point of view. Take that with a grain of salt; I know the times they are a changin, and admittedly, I'm a bit of a luddite.
My two cents for whatever it's worth, CX. Have a goodie.