First, you're new to DMT and have yet to realize the breadth of experience it can deliver. It always has something new to show you, that includes what it makes you feel. It's not like other drugs that have a higher predictability.
Your use is excessive. Every other day is a lot. And I'm not passing judgment. I have my moments of daily use.
However, excessive use is more likely to create the groundwork for lockout. I'm confident that's what you're experiencing. It seems that those who have direction in their use have less likelihood of experiencing lockout. What's your motivation for journeying so often?
What do you feel the source is that's spiking your food? It sounds a bit paranoid to me based on the specificity when it could simply revolve around the mechanics of DMT
I also request that you send me PM with a new handle for your screen name as the one you're currently using breaks this rule:
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Due to the nature of the topics discussed on this forum it is not allowed to post any information that will reveal one's identity. Examples of this are facebook pages, personal websites, email addresses, home addresses, photo's of one self or any other means that will give handles to have you tracked in real life.
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What if the "truth" is: the "truth" is indescernible/unknowable/nonexistent? Then the closest we get is through being true to and with ourselves.
Know thyself, nothing in excess, certainty brings insanity- Delphic Maxims
DMT always has something new to show you

Question everything... including questioning everything... There's so much I could be wrong about and have no idea...
All posts and supposed experiences are from an imaginary interdimensional being. This being has the proclivity and compulsion for delving in depths it shouldn't. Posts should be taken with a grain of salt. 👽