This is really important imo

The more you feed into paranoia/fear... whereas if you can just brush it off then you'll be fine, of course this is so much easier said than done, if you inhale 50mg DMT & get stuck in fear 'not taking it seriously' could seem impossible, but ifit is possible, and it is, it's definitely a cure for the fear.

The first time i had a lot of DMT the next day i was vaping some cannabis & started to feel like i was being thrown into hyperspace against my will, i found i just had to go with it & try to enjoy it, encourage it to happen, that way there is no fear, if you truly welcome something you can't be scared of it at the same time.

I say bring it on, destroy me, if you can... if demons exist (just watch the news) then you can bet the one thing they would thrive on is the fear of other beings (just watch the news)

And you'd probably wanna avoid conversation/association with fwaggle. He's not making your problem any better (it should seem). If you wanna put yourself in a position to not take the symptoms seriously as suggested by House and Endlessness, then the last thing you'll need is somebody who takes it waaaaay too seriously and has no idea what he's talking about (it's a rather bold statement to say someone doesn't know what he's talking about....but I'm pretty sure [as is the majority of the nexus] that your friend is clueless and only making things worse in your life right now).

Hi, like I said in another thread of yours, I believe you encountered "jinn" or evil spirits.*

What you experienced was/is real - like you said, more real.

Of course, I cannot say for sure what is going on, but I can recommend you visit Sufi's as they can help you! They know how to deal with these spirits; I have an Iranian friend in Australia who fights them!

I have not heard of what happened to you, happening to anyone!

But I would say; stop taking the drugs, they will make things worse, take up Sufic spinning or Yoga or meditation - which will help.

Eventually those anti-psychotics may "work", but you will be rendered a vegetable! I've seen it happen! Try to chill out and find some good sedating plants! Burn esphand! Please message me with your email and I will ask my Sufi friend to work magic for you!

Hey chocobeastie, I do not think anything I experienced was real anymore, Now I'm completely sure it was all made up by my mind, just like when we dream every night, I don't know if evil spirits exists or not and don't care.

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News:
I Stopped the medications when I felt I didn't need them anymore; the Doctor said I shall continue taking them for an unknown period, he wasn't listening to me at all, considering me a total psycho, so I stopped taking his drugs when I felt they've done their part and can't push it anywhere more.

The next thing is now I completely believe those were all made up by my mind, none were real; I don't care about it anymore and the lesser I care the weaker the symptoms get. I don't hear anything anymore, just some minor visual distortions here and there... sometimes, which is nothing to worry and will disappear soon or later.

The last (and kinda new) problem is when I sleep at nights (without the help of any drug) I sleep, but actually I'm awake inside my mind all the time, watching ALL those weird dreams (which people can't recall 90% of them when they wake up) and counting the minutes and saying when will morning come?? I'm bored watching these nonsense dreams.
Last night I was dreaming being a Gardener, bicycle tire changer, taxi driver, and all these really makes me bored. People live at days and sleep at nights, I'm living at days and nights without rest.

The main problem with this weird new problem is I don't feel rested when I wake up at mornings.

Good for you. I'm glad to hear you're in the process of feeling better. I hope the sleep issue is just another transitory phase, and that with time you'll find yourself feeling all the way back to normal.

Thanks for updating us on your situation, Eranik!

Im glad you are working through all of this and that now the biggest part of the problem is gone.

I certainly hope (and think) that the sleep issue will also resolve itself soon enough. Appart from mere time and continuing doing exercise as you had mentioned (so that you are tired enough when you do sleep), also maybe try drinking a calming tea before going to bed, and try to avoid over-thinking in bed just before falling asleep, rather maybe listen to some soft music and let your thoughts drift off without focusing on anything.

Good luck! All the best!

Sending you some positive energy Eranik. Sounds like things are sorting themselves out. I'm sure you will fix the sleeping problem soon enough as well.
thanks for the update.

much love
Enoon

Glad to hear you're doing better and lets hope the dreaming difficulties pass, time will heal us all

Take care and relax

lucid dreaming is a common side effect to some drugs. I am like you, and would rather sleep than be bothered by ridiculous dreams all night. some people actually work really hard to achieve this state for some reason.

It will go away. Cannabis eliminates all possibilities of a lucid dream for me, helping me get a more restful nights sleep.

And to think that he actually integrated over time without visiting a shaman, hiring an exorcist or sacrificing a family of chickens.

This just goes to show you, people - taking the flakiest option at your disposal isn't always the way to go. Sometimes just not tripping for awhile is actually the answer.

Go figure.

Glad youre feeling better.

Natural ways to promote sleep include:

1.vigorous exercise 3-4 hours before sleep time;
2.warm bath 1-2 hours before sleep time;
3.Glass of warm milk prior to sleep (not just an old wives tale!)
4.Lavender fumes.

Unnatural but effective short-term method to promote sleep: MOGADON

Thank you all for caring and the kindness you show, that's really healing.
I'm sensing the lucid dreaming issue is fading away on itself too, last night I was lucid dreaming all the time too but couldn't remember the details when I woke up as I could before, this is a good sign.


Apart from this there's something I'm very curious about:
Do I have to keep away from psychedelics forever?
Recently as I'm healing there's this urge in me to try something again, not DMT, but something milder like Mescaline or HBWR seeds, just I fear the symptoms return again and make me sorry. when I smoke Cannabis it's not like the way it was before I tried DMT anymore, It's a different experience, it's trippy with somewhat clear CEVs but in a different palette of colours (Not pleasant), I'm sure if I try anything else (say Mescaline) it'll be different too for sure, DMT changed me forever.

only you can answer that..
but if hallucinating is always unpleasant for you, then psychedelics just aren't for you

If i were you, i'd at least wait until i was done coughing up water before jumping back into the ocean again

and start off with VERY small doses if that day comes when you genuinely feel ready

please be safe

good luck man

That's what it do. That's the contract you entered into when you decided to take the ride.

Eranik, please do not go straight into taking psychedelics again, even if they are "softer". You had some very troubling long lasting psychological experience very recently.... Take time dedicating to your daily life, take at least a couple of months off for gaining some perspective on this.

At least thats what I suggest. In any case good luck with your path, whatever it is.

Eranik, I'm so happy to hear that you are feeling better. You sound like you are in much better shape.

I'd stay away from all drugs for awhile if possible. It sounds like you were sort of tripping for a long time anyway. Normal brain chemistry (whatever that is) is a psychedelic drug trip in itself, in my opinion. LOTS of visuals! Every time you open your eyes! You have gained a lot of perspective on how different realities can be from one to the next. Why not take awhile and use those perspectives to have an unaided (straight) trip?


On sleep problems: Where you on antidepressants? Sudden SSRI discontinuation can cause a lot of withdrawal effects including anxiety and insomnia. So maybe you are experiencing a slight withdrawal syndrome.

After a really bad experience with DMT, weed started to give me anxiety attacks and really intense CEVs for a while and it took me couple of months to recuperate. Actually it still sometime does, especially with really strong weed. Also I couldnt even think about trying DMT again and even the smell of it gave me the shakes, but slowly evertyhing has been turning to normal. A lot of your experiences sound really familiar to me and I can really relate, many times I thought that everything would "begin again" (ie. I believed that I was still in a journey and stuck in a trip for forever) but I just kept telling myself that it wasnt possible in any way and shrugged it off. As I said, time will heal us all. Just lay things and substances that bother you off for a while and try to enjoy the little things of "normal" life.

Listen to me...

You have too many toxins in your body!

Don't drink anything but water until you feel better!

Do not eat fast food or bad food.

Eat a lot of veggies and a little bit of fruit, if you can go to a juice bar and pay a few dollars for a wheatgrass shot, that stuff will detox you fast!

Do a lot of cardio, get your body moving, sweating is important. Repeat Daily!

You need to sweat out all your toxins in the body!

I would get sleeping pills, just watch out because they can be addictive and research if you can mix with safely with your medications first!

Workout and everything will fall into place, I have seen similar things happen before.

And just relax don't let it stress you out!

I hope the best for you friend!

I am glad you are getting better.

However I would still recommend working out daily and sweating out all the toxins that have built up.
Toxins like to chill in fatty tissues.

Taking care of your body daily will prevent many negative experiences in the future.

Working out has been proven to cure any mental problems faster then any medications made.

Yes I agree to the sweating. It can work wonders on psychological problems. And it will give you deeper and more restful sleep.