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ms_manic_minxx

#61
Posted : 6/4/2010 4:54:48 AM

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Thank you so much, 88, for taking the time to explain your experience and share. Your words are quite invaluable to others on the path, I appreciate it.

The "play possum" idea strongly resonates with me: the bits of ocean I have experienced are so strange, I have a tendency to psychologically be very still and observe strangeness in Embodied Life the same way (I feel it is generally positive, definitely conducive, but I am forever changed this way and there is no going back).

Chaliponga is also cold, insect, metallic, alien to me. Indifferent. (And no joke, I need 30+ grams of STRONG STOCK, oral, to feel the faintest tickle, strange plant indeed.)

I have to echo again, 88, that your words are extremely valued. Thank you. Wishing you love and peace. Smile

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#62
Posted : 6/6/2010 1:37:37 AM

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thank YOU mmm - I am truly grateful for your words and your input here on the Nexus; I love reading your reports, you have found such strength, healing and joy from this path. I think you are a most excellent human being!

I have come to realise that I got what I wanted; oblivion, and a new start. And I had been 'chasing it' ... a Punishable Offence in hyperspace. For now I've found great peace an purpose right here, and whatever I saw In There, it has changed me forever, but ultimately I believe for the good.

A friend said to me; you have coped with something others could never even dream of; everything else is easy.

Much, much love

"at journey's end, we must begin again"

Al-Wasi

#63
Posted : 9/4/2014 10:04:50 PM

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Tattvamasi wrote:

88 Great post brother.

Three months back I was in a similar situation to you. I was in my back garage with my real good friend. Took 25g yellow caapi tea and about afew hours later I decided to venture on 50mg spice vaped in a chillum.

I layed back in my big comfy chair, had my buddy lit the herb...1st toke....hold..............second toke holldddddddd......BOOM!! everything started to symphonize in harmony around the garage...glaring over at my buddys holographic dancing portrait..i told him to light it ONCE more. Every part of my physical being started to envelop into the ether....and at that moment...the chillum is lit....one toke was all it took. As soon as I felt the molecule enter my mouth I knew instantly that something was about to transpire that was going to be more than i barganed for.

Dissolveee.....back....dissolveee....backkk...dissolveeee. That was the series of events that were happening to me. It had gotten to the point where my visual field eyes closed was no more or less intense than open. Completely in synch with this infinite harmonious vibration (super consciousness/etc). It went on for what seemed literally YEARS. But it all ended in about 10 minutes.

I didnt feel like I usually had in light to all the other jouneys I have had on breakthrough. I was just there...with this "infinite, pulsating mega structure of existence" It was the most beautiful but most terrifying thing I had ever seen. Terrifying just because I hadnt expected such a level of intensity compared to all my 300+ journeys.

Now after about 3 months of saying "never again" I find myself begging the question once again...beckoning....it's my nature as a human being....inquisitive....always pushing forward.. I am going back... Smile

Its all about integration.

Much respect to you bro~

THIS!!!!!!^^^^^^^

As well as the OP . are no doubt why I started back upon the path. Although I am terrified of an experience such as this. I long for it at the same time. Unfortunately my life st the present moment demands that I attend to other things. I rarely have time to journey and seeing as I prefer to journey alone I find even less time when I feel the time is right.

I am too intrigued to this experience to deny myself it in this life. Who knows maybe it is only here we can experience such things. If so I'll be damned if I miss out regardless if how terrifying it may be. Ive been there before on LSD where it was so intense I knew I had to kill myself to make it end. This though seems so much more intense the fact you guys speak of the experience seeming like years or eternity is what truly instills fear in me.

However its posts like this that make me love it here. Hope all is well with everyone here.

Much love.

That moment when you wonder if this time you went too far....

Obviously everything discussed here is the fictional accounts of someone with an out there imagination. I mean really could any of these tales be real?

darklordsson

#64
Posted : 9/4/2014 10:47:37 PM

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How was it if you don't mind me asking.

I've been through something too before that shot me out of existence, I didn't die, or did I? but it what I shaped into something better, I held on to my ideas and continued into the next. Came back with the knowledge of something ultimate, the omega.

My brother was sitting next to me and as I re-exited hyperspace or the "source" I recited exactly what it would say: " Im everything and nothing, I Exist Because I simply can, Im the beginning and the end, Im everything, and I am Nothing, I am who I am."

There's a huge mystery behind what I think we went through. I also think it may be similar to a huge degree. You saw the source. Very few ever do. Feel blessed not condemned for these actions you were touched by the holy one. The Universe, creator whatever you wanna call it. But you now know something very few know now...

God bless and Namaste Brother/Sister,

---dls---

hardboiled

#65
Posted : 9/8/2014 11:02:14 PM

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darklordsson wrote:

I recited exactly what it would say: " Im everything and nothing, I Exist Because I simply can, Im the beginning and the end, Im everything, and I am Nothing, I am who I am."

I have experienced this. I Know this. I was. I Am. Always will be. Everything. Nothing. The One and the only manifesting and pretending to be many...pretending to be me.

Scary and ineffable alien beauty.

Peace & Love

˝What you are is this deep deep thing...and you love to play.˝ - ?

sØrce

#66
Posted : 9/9/2014 2:15:18 AM