Hi,
Your post really caught my attention because you describe almost exactly what I experienced earlier this year. It was the one and only time...so far...that I have been into hyperspace. I have vaped sub-breakthrough doses on several occasions since, but it's not in the same ball park. To be honest, I simply haven't been brave enough yet. I posted about the experience at the time and got some good advice, particularly to do with remembering things from the trip, and bringing back things from hyperspace. You might want to see...
https://www.dmt-nexus.me...aspx?g=posts&t=70130For me, the change in my life has been profound, and lasting. I'd say it's helped me understand mortality, my own in particular. I firmly believe that what DMT does is allow a temporary passage or transition across dimensions...physical to non-physical. It gives temporary access to the broader aspect of the universe: the universe in which the larger aspect of each and every one of us inhabit.
I still don't truly comprehend this. I guess it does take time for the DMT experience to unravel, for you to properly integrate it into your "real" life.
Thanks for sharing your experience, I must say, it tallied perfectly with what I experienced. Utter confusion. Complete terror. But the after effects....WOW...
Peace X