Nobody knew how much LSD was on that bag, but I took it. It was my first time getting a psychedelic of any kind. Within 20 minutes I started throwing up, and shaking uncontrollably. The tremors were unbelievable. I couldn't wait for the time to pass, because this was really hard on my body. I really felt that I wouldn't make it, because I was already on the borders of what my body could take within the first 50 minutes!
During that time, while I saw some visuals (mostly seeing my body getting old and dying over and over -- I wasn't afraid of it though), I was mostly out. I would call that time a "delirium due to being poisoned", not a trip. Basically, I could not sustain a high. The moment I'd get "there", my physical sickness due to my reaction to LSD was bringing me back down to reality.
I spent 3 very difficult hours somatically-speaking. Way too much puking and shaking.
Then, finally, the come down.
I would get less and less visuals, and I would be able to verbalize to my sitter how this was such a waste of time. "I didn't learn anything", I told him. "Do people pay for this $hit?", "Where's the actual trip? I didn't see anything of value!" etc etc.
However, the incredibly shaky tremors would NOT stop. They were not getting better. We're talking about extreme movement, that was exhausting me and dehydrating me big time.
During that hour, I was in and out for quick bursts. During one of these bursts, I met this entity. A perfect fractal being, light as a feather, beautiful beyond words. It said to me: "Breath... breath...". As I breathed, I was expanding, relaxing. Soon, it let me go from its realm, and I could feel that I was coming down. I didn't want to leave its presence.
The moment I was back down, I told my sitter: "he fixed me... he fixed it for me... no more tremors... I didn't catch a name though, let's call him an angel". The trip essentially ended that moment too, the entity put a stop in it, since it obviously didn't serve anyone involved. My sitter can verify that the tremors indeed stopped when I told him that the entity fixed me. Normally, one would expect the tremors to dissipate over time, but no. It was a hard stop.
I started crying due to remembering how perfect the being was, how beautiful and kind was to help me. The entity looked a bit like the spiral graphics on this picture (not the face, only the spiral):
https://www.psypost.org/...eo-dmt-study-finds-51387I had a few very mild visuals after that, felt a bit expanded, but that was about it. I was able to function, drink, clean up myself, and eat after that to get some energy back (I was fasting beforehand, so it made the experience even more intense). I felt that I ran a marathon.
I don't think I'll ever try LSD again (or mushrooms for that matter). I believe that even on smaller doses I'd get those tremors. Some people get those, and I seem to be one of them. I rather try something that doesn't last more than 10 minutes.
Bonus tidbits: during the delirium, in one of the short trips to hyperspace, I said "hey, anyone here? I have many health problems in my life, anyone can help out?" I was asking around for free healthcare there, haha... No takers though. The only entity I met was the Machine Elf at the end.
My living room still needs deep cleaning. It's a puking mess, and we're having guests tomorrow. :/