tatt wrote:ozzoes wrote:Sorry if this comes accros harsh; i in no way intend to be.
Just be glad you are the master of cells; and not amongst them. To get their currency; atp, they are subject to a 16 hour grind, daily, without weekends ( making a lot of assumptions as to the fact they can actually rest when you sleep).
Escaping the 9-5 is usually done by People taking risks and responsibilities.. usually leading to situations in which they work far more then anyone enjoying a 9 to 5 grind.. do you think a farmer has 40 hour work weeks? Think again.. and anything you do for money comes with pressures behind it.
People born in a situation that places them outside of the grind are usually doing ridiculous things; i think this is just a symptom of a lack of fulfillment.. money is fantastic till you have more then you need and come to the conclusion it buys you nothing worth having beyond the point of fulfilling needs..
I was like you, angry at this grind, resentfull of money. Don't let your ego beat you up like that and just enjoy what you can have; don't grow too attached to it and you might be able to move up or accros laders. The grind only sucks when you let it suck, it's all perspective.
Just my two cents; now you have $46,02
Good post, and I agree.
I agree as well. Not harsh at all. I know that farming isn't easy. That's precisely why I'm focusing heavily in healing my hand to get strong enough to be able to farm effectively and with stamina.
The thing is I wouldn't mind working hard while growing food for myself and/or learning how to havest wild food.
What I do mind is working for a boss who tells me I can't eat during work even though my metabolism is quick and I sometimes get the urge to eat every 3-4 hours sometimes less depending on what I eat. That was my last job where I worked for 6-8 hour turns without being able to even eat an apple without the boss complaining about me eating a damn apple. I literally had to starve and dehydrate myself in order to work there. I also worked from 7-8pm to 3am. That is not healthy.
What I do mind is a friend who used to be a fat ass who ate at Buns and Domino's pizza and used the excesive amount of money he has (without actually working for any of it, his father died and he got a huge portion of money, he's never worked a 9 to 5 or has had any jobs ever in his life) in board games and magic the gathering. This fat ass changed his whole life, lost a bunch of weight, was excercising and doing yoga, eating healthier, actually cooking for himself instead of going out to eat for every single meal, after I gave him mushrooms and DMT, and this is the lying prick that fooled me into quitting my job to go "grow food and mushrooms" with him. Saying that everything was going to be fine and not to worry about the money.
This is the lying prick I was standing next to when the pitbull bit me and he did absolutely nothing, not a minute movement to help me release from the beast. I got bit for standing next to his dumbass who was speaking to a bum lady in a wheelchair. The lady in the wheelchair had a small dog in her lap and the pitbull was biting and I thought it was going to kill the smaller dog so I pushed it and it bit my arm and shook his head. I'm still recovering from that shit and this lying ass "friend" disappeared even more after this pitbull bit me right in front of him. He demonized my use (and perhaps his use as well) of psychedelics, after changing his life thanks to them, and started worshipping Jesus Christ and the Bible. After disappearing, I met him one day at a market and all he said was "Read the bible". I told him to tell me why, to give me any sort of reason, explanation, or proof or something, didn't say why and told me he needed to go. He also demonized the yoga I was doing, the study oh hinduism that I was doing, and demonized plants, nature, and women. Now do you know how I feel? Now do you know how betrayed and hurt and depressed I felt?
Sorry for the foul language but it's just how it came out and I don't feel like editing it. I think it conveys precisely what I've been through. And the anger.
Don't get me wrong I used to be resentful of money as well. I know I took a risk in trusting another person in the way I did but I just felt like risking it. I've been a very scared person for a long time and I just decided that I wasn't going to work that way anymore and that I was going to be brave and take risks. It didn't work out and now I have to figure out a new way to get out of the shithole.
I'll edit the post and remove profanity if it means it'll be allowed to stay here in the forum.
Again, I am sorry but I feel it expresses what I felt what I was through more precisely.