Since I am mainly alone in my adventures. I can greatly appreciate the opinion of all who venture with same chemicals.

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I started mushrooms around 18. Saw a reflection of the egyptian Eye of Horus.
Started a higher dose and saw a motion picture of certain psychedelic spokespersons (Mckenna etc.) sitting in a new universe made of plasma holographs.
Remember the words Plasma as physical attritubes of the universe can recur.

Continued the theme of a universe in a physical universe. Remember a large dose visual entry into a quantum world. Eschaton feelings of reaching a point of time where there begins a new threshold in human experience and there's no turning back evolution into hyperreal realms of massive intensity.

This trip calmed down and I was greeted into a visual envelopping into a peaceful plasmic-like matrix containing rapidly never-ending spinning particles. One of them being my consciousness. And enjoying the feeling of being non-local and having infinite kinetic energy to spend. Never running out. Upon looking over into the matrix/grid/field seeing larger pyramid structures. To my amazement. Slowly made my way back to normal reality.

Skip over to age 22
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Took 1.5mg of lsd on a whimp. Alone.

4 hours later red amphitheater curtains destined for a rome play open. Behind it are revealed Glowing hyper-real statues of female figures of pharaohic majesty. Sort of with the magnificense of looking at the Egyptian sphinx. But 100 times greater. I am completely calmed. Mesmerized by the witnessing, the situation expands. Before you know it I am looking at 100s of faces all equally magnificent made of 110% pure 100-Qarat physical diamonds. Either the witnessing invokes these feelings but I am thinking at this point to be initiated into another phase. a hyper-real version of reality that dwarfs everything experienced up until this point.

I don't recall the chronologue but in the same dose I am at some point fully immersed in a body blue as the sky. Eyes calm like Shiva. Moving a spherical micro-universe with a multitude of arms coming out of my torso. Family and friends (all looking extra real) all standing in a path. Talking slightly in an atmosphere is anticipation and feastivity. And I am sitting in lotus awaiting them. Greeting them into this new way of being. The sky I hold with my arms are solid like diamonds but at the same time fluid as liquid. Liqid diamonds. The people there looked as if in flesh by the way. I could see my own body as if from third person. while simultaneously looking out of my eyes I could see my eyes. They where calm as my soul was feeling, at peace. the body I had was blue like vishnu and had a watery quality and again molten diamond. I could sense more spherical microverses where in place just outside the bubble of this one. Like one star in a group of stars.

The whole factor of diamonds reminds my of a chapter in the Baghavad Githa describing higher worlds with skies made of diamonds where one can incernate in depending on ones physical karma. And the song Lucy in the sky with diamonds.

Somewhere in the same 1.5mg lsd trip I had conversations with among others; Zeus, Terence Mckenna, an "Alien", Random DMT-smokers who had temporarily dissoluted time and space and Snoop dog. All using my body as if it is a vehicle for everyone to share.

And almost completely left the psychedelic scenes as I was witnessing my father and kicking him in the feet. While simultaneously, after having a verbal argument with Zeus, kicking and throwing things around my room. As my friends rang the door-bell and I spend 30 minutes thinking I have taken LSD. Died from it and am spending time in eternal Hell.

I slowly regained clarity by forcing myself to clean my room and dreamt. I am thinking this was the karmic way of telling me taking 1.5mg LSD on a whimp was a stupid mistake and I couldn't handle the full experience. Next time I come prepared and am ready to take double the dose. Btw. But Alas, I am a mere mortal and not ready to face it as of now.

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You can see that I have underscored a few words. Star. 100-Qarat physical diamonds. plasma .
What these words have in common is that they all have a physical place in the universe. You have stars. Planets made of diamonds and these was once a point when the universe was 99% plasma. And they all where components of my psychedelic adventures.

I am about to propose a position I personally tend to belief towards containing these words by starting with a story. I'd like to hear your opinions.

Upon taking another normal 0.1mg dose of LSD. Having my eyes in the real world this time. There came a point where I looked at the physical sky. And it greatly reminded me of the substance of which the micro-heaven was created in my past LSD trip. As if I had seen this colour in a deep cave exploration. But it was a LSD experience. Since then, I can not look at the color of our sky created by the electromagnetic radiation from our massive star. I must say I was mesmerized by the sight. Am reminded again by the song 'lucy in the sky with diamonds'. After about 15 minutes of staring at the sky I am snapped out of it slightly by the sight of a female looking to enter the appartment complex. Fantasies of her becoming a girlfriend and sharing an epic love story with her impulsively train through my mind as I robotically tell her I'll open the lock. I was also in depression at this time and didn't really have any intent in this world. To see pictures like these brought hope to my mind at this point.

Excuse me for side-tracking my story but I like to share in fullest detail. I do not normally get to share my memories with an audience or people.

The proposition I propose I suppose is that electromagnetic sunlight is in fact the substance of heavens. Yes, the mythical heavens. While planets and flesh and matter is another special thing. We are constantly surrounded by the stuff of which haeven is actually made. Can anyone actually relate to this? I don't know, this thought is so massive to me. In a way it can expand my respect for nature itself with its plants, photosynthesis and sun-reflecting waters.
At the same time divert my mind from spending too much pressure on Computer technology, Indoor-activity.


I don't know where I am going with this. But I will stop here. I guess my question is if anyone can relate or onderstand what the heck is going on. maybe decipher the code. Is there a message hidden here. If so, what is it? At least I can say I am glad to share. It feels like a weight fallen of my shoulder and have indeed been meaning to share this for a couple of years on DMT nexus. Namaste

Great experience report, thanks.

I don't know about sunlight being literally heaven, but I do recall the strange familiarity and overlapping of concepts that you are explaining from my own trips, and well, sunlight is something quite special without doubt. I wonder, have you ever felt that the Sun was an intelligent being? That possibly all stars are?

Great experience report, thanks
Yur welcome

Yea well, nice to know you see overlapping of concepts. Can you further explain pls what concepts overlap for you?

I haven't really tripped so much or seen so many things.
I seem to see a lot of spinning atoms. dna spiraling through the galaxy. atoms colliding. Along with linking consciousness to quantum experience. Consequently I have a neck for understanding physics without being schooled. Just from gleaning over Wikipedia.

Anyways

Sunlight IS special. The reason I begot mesmerized to the sunlight is because I had been standing in the shower. A ray of sunlight reflected on the tiles. Looked blue. Just involuntarily brought similar feelings of the trip back up. When I looked at the sky and saw it in this 'light'. I could not help but think this is the most beautiful epic reality (high on lsd). It was awe-inspiring. I just think, this is the next level of reality.

Anyway, Now whenever I see sunlight reflected in the sky or elsewhere. See the texture of the light I can not help but think it looks especially magical. All the houses and insides just look dull as fuck

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I think due to a trip that the earth is a living being. The stars are too far away from home to have a valid knowing about. lol. but yea, i think machine elves are stars.

Matter is made of energy. It's factual, mainstream physics. We've known about it for a hundred years. That's what that legendary equation of Einstein's means. It's not even difficult to grasp, even though nobody ever realizes it.

e=mc^2. The energy contained in a given mass is huge, given by multiplying the speed of light by itself. That's What you're made of. You're condensed energy swirling around itself and forming into hugely complicated molecules, cells, neuronal networks, and ultimately self-awareness.

Yes, starlight illuminates the heavens (der himmel, el cielo, le ciel: the sky). But YOU, not it, are the SUBSTANCE of the heavens. You and all the stars and planets, black holes, neutron stars, gas, dust, all of it. You are a little bit of universe that got curious one day and decided to put some different chemicals into its brain to see what would happen. You saw things that make no sense to your old way of seeing reality, and you're trying to make sense of it.

We're all in the same boat. I have seen and heard things that I hesitate to discuss even here in this community. Psychedelic and dissociate drugs have a way of taking us to places I can only describe as inhabited. I appreciate your adventurous spirit, but I would caution you not to let the mystical or spiritual nature of the visions you receive reduce your capacity for critical interrogation of the cosmos that we share.

I happen to share your conviction that the "elves" exist, however I disagree with you about their nature. Stars are masses of plasma that slowly convert a tiny amount of their bulk to energy and power worlds. Our mischievous mental visitors, however, behave like conscious beings.

There's only one way of making a mind that I know: lots of medium-temperature living matter winding itself together until it makes a big thicket of neurons and calls it a brain. Even if you substituted a computer, we're talking about a physical object that would get burnt to a crisp in a star. That's my guess as to the nature of the DMT entities: ordinary, run-of-the-mill alien people with time on their hands. I highly encourage you to accuse them of being aliens the next time you get the chance. Their reaction-be it denial or acceptance, and it could be either-will doubtless impress you.

To make a long story short, here's my opinion: We are one of the many substances of the heavens of which we are apart, and we share this big sky with some crazy extraterrestrials who enjoy giving people visions when they take psychedelics. If you had watched humans evolve and go through thousands of years of myth and legend, wouldn't you throw in a few spooky Egyptian or Hindu motifs, too?

I find it hard to verbalize most of my psychedelic experiences... It's just that what you wrote somehow gave me a familiar sense or feeling...

BTW I've been wondering what you mean by "turning into a bodhisattva"? Which part of your experience had a connection for you to being a bodhisattva?


I caution you against that. It's a trap.

https://www.smbc-comics.com/comic/the-talk-3

Please provide enough respect both to physics and to your mystical experiences to see them for what they are. Don't pretend you understand physics if you might as well have misunderstood it. Don't use semi-scientific misconceptions to taint your ability to see and integrate mystical experiences, which should be allowed to stand on their own.

Well at least that's my suggestion.


Sorry to be antagonistic, but who exactly are you so you should be expected to know all the ways of making a mind? From what I gather, you're a mostly hairless tool using monkey as well, like yours truly here. Not exactly a world authority on creating minds. Anyway, while these monkeys here on Earth have figured out quite a few things about reality, but thinking that these few things are indicative of what might be possible... that's what the ancient Greeks called hybris, aka. "letting it get to your head".
ps. proteins are not the only things in the world that do weird shit... plasma does pretty weird stuff too, only at way higher temperatures.