I been messing around with changa lately which seems more gentle than Pure DMT and a slower come up but i haven't messed around with high doses yet because i am not really looking for a breakthrough just micro doses to get into a meditative state and medium doses for deep meditation.

I keep coming to this point where i feel the hallucinations are somewhat guiding me or showing me a helping hand like its telling me its "right there" or "right here" "your so close" as if its talking to me in some way and i notice the more i just let go and surrender the more pure white light and higher frequency and warm blissful colors and sensations i experience and the more it becomes ULTRA HD while when i think more the colors/patterns become more dull and less enjoyable sensations and it becomes more of a hallucination with any meaning or insight.

When i Had Pure DMT years ago it was quite a different experience. It felt like i was loaded in a rocketship to space as i hit lightspeed and time completely stopped and become one with the entire universe, i understood and saw everything and all life made perfect sense and i could read geometry and colors and understand everything in every way and past/present/future became one so i was everywhere all at once. The first 15 seconds was the most intense and scariest thing i ever experienced but after that was the best experience ever as i was elsewhere communicating with higher intelligence and directly experiencing the magnificence of creation itself.

Changa has a more wavy/tentacle like trip while pure DMT is more direct and sharp geometry but i never notice anything like stated above on changa.

My changa is around 30% DMT i believe and last hit was 80mg changa and it was great i was coming down of LSD and it seemed so much easier with minimal resistance compared to when i am sober i guess cause the LSD already opens me up and calms everything down where i am more in the moment thus less thinking involved?

Anyways i keep noticing this experience of sensation as if I'm "almost there" "Just a little more" I am not sure if this means i am not surrendering completely or i need to take a bigger dose. Is this saying i'm almost at breakthrough or something?

Might try 100-120mg next time see how it goes. Any ideas or similar experiences?

Hi,

you can also make changa at 50% deems instead of 30%.
That might tune the experience somewhat more toward spice-ish.

yeah, 1:1 changa

Yes i am aware but i only had enough for the 30% one which sounded better to for meditation. Didn't really help me at all with my question with those comments guys :/

I wanted to know if anyone experience the same thing (whether on DMT or Changa) and if they knew what it means? I have an idea but would like other peoples experience/perspectives.

You can smoke more and find out

Yeah i guess so, just a bit anxious going higher. Curious does body weight matter in dosage?
My cousin seems to get to half the depth with the same amount of changa he is 90kg i am 68kg or is it because i have used it more and become more sensitive to transition through these states? Less Ego?

Dip into the yawning, feathery, gaian, overseen landscapes of changa...

I like smoking little bits over time then building confidence up for the big one. Or during shrooms, LSD, or Mescaline.

It is alot different and easier to completely surrender to than freebase, IME.

Its alot more protected and established than the novelty blast of freebase.

Don't forget to laugh when it hits you.

Nice comment, loved it Thanks