ShamensStamen wrote:... but all the effects have been there.
Great to hear.
For pharma/oral in my case the visual experiences changed, but I must admit that my conduct of the session, especially in my head and mind, has also changed as part of personal change.
I got more on top of the experiences over the years and in a same rate the visuals fainted, even the purple hue notched back. Coincidence?
Don't get me wrong, I still feel tapped in alright but it's much more a calm serenity overcasting it all, like just being there is enough and feel no crave for anything dingdong.
This personal change feat I find it back in 'real life' too when being with people, at work, at the store, with family, often the feel to be connected is strong and replace talkative parts and other mere demonstrable outings. For myself I'm not surprised to find such feats back in my sessions.