THH Update: 100-250 ml oral THH helps you meditate (intake 20mins before a session)
Lessons:
+ Sublingual THH blisters tongue (duh)
+ Must settle the body to free the mind
+ Small amounts of THH will help foster Zen mindfulness
+ Large amounts of THH will send you into a fascinating swirling darkness
+ Entities can poke your brain when you meditate
Story:
As an early X-Mass present I got my hands on FVs (apparently limited edition?)3g THH bottle. I’ve meditated with it six times now, varying my doses*: 50ml, 100ml, 150ml, 200ml, 250ml, 300ml. I found it best to do this orally, as sublingually burned my tongue. A blistering tongue is not good for meditation… (though perhaps a sublingual dose with a shot of water may be a cost effective compromise? I’ll try that next)
i) Each session was different, I’ll start with similarities:
I instantly felt grounded within the first few seconds of intake. But I don’t know if this was psychosomatic or not. I spent the next 20mins centering myself with yoga, and then music, which would slip into the meditation tracks above.
The whole experience generally follows an even, exponential peak both up and down; slow at first, then after 40mins, a rapid rise, a 3-5 min peak and a mirrored decline. During the central rise and fall, I found the type of thoughts I had would control the intensity of my “height.” These peaks reached the highest when I either focused my thoughts on DMT or a pure Zen breath/consciousness. I felt like the bubble of my soul was going to bust out of my head. [Also, physical movement commonly took me out of a mild peak, but not always.] The peak is always very interesting, sometimes euphoric.
Any visuals remain very dim, shadowy, and swirly; like sticking your head in the top of a mild thunderstorm. I’ve had stronger visions with no chemicals at all than with THH. But what you do see is very different. I call them “chameleon eyes,” when your perception goes two different directions at once, very strange.
I also experienced only what I could describe as random entity probing. As if They were trapped behind a thick, dark, wool curtain and only able to reach the tips of their tools though to make random pressures, buzzings, and popping in my head. Sometimes it was very firm. But this has happened a few times before without THH or these tracks. (The first time it happened a few months ago I was very flustered, now it is not problem)
ii) Differences
I found small oral doses 50 - 150 ml THH to be the most productive. From a meditative standpoint, 200-300ml became too distracting and flush with excitement. Each setting has the opportunity to be its own unique experience. Consistency may or may not apply.
any other attempts?
*one ml THH = 1mg THH?
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