I was reflecting on one of my favorite DMT and psychedelic experiences in general, to date.
An old friend was throwing himself a grand birthday party with a beautiful large rented beach house made of wood that had a true rustic and cozy vibe situated to it; right on the water. It was one of the stranger parties I've been to, me and my friends missed the first day with the LSD pina coladas (thank god) but arrived the next afternoon to trays of homemade edibles, mountains of cocaine (did not partake), and marijuana that was up for grabs to anyone to roll a joint at any moment along with the obvious copious alcoholic beverages. Crowd was a hippie bunch and it sure did show, music and fire spinning on the beach, laughs, smiles, drugs.
But the most important piece of the puzzle was a rumored volcano (vaporizer), not for cannabis, but strictly..and I mean strictly, for DMT only. Said rumored volcano was found by me and two friends that night, and having a lot of respect for the medicine from past journeys didn't even think about partaking..
Until after that first night, which ended up with me and my good friend J passed out relatively early from one too many edibles; a refreshing and full 10 hours of sleep to be awakened by a morning of flawless weather with a mild breeze blowing gently through the houses many open windows. Bright, beautiful and sunny. We awoke to everyone in the house fully asleep except for us 3. Me, J and A. We made our way to the living room / bean bag area and noticed that the volcano was out and plugged in, along with a red/white sea shell full of yellow DMT laying next to it. We all looked at each other and decided it was meant to be.
We loaded it up and filled a bag with the vapour, temperature seemed to be just right and passed it around while we took and held in some light hits. It didn't take more than two puffs before I was there...
Time frozen, imperfections erased, all wrong turned to right, dark to light, muddy to clear, chaos to still, nirvana.
Looking around me and being for the first time in my life, truly and unmistakably.. at p e a c e. This wasn't pleasure, this was truth. Life, infinite perfection, the suns rays and breeze washing over my soul, the splashing of the waves, chirping of the birds, cosmic music.. cosmic stillness. A treasured gift bestowed onto us lucky few (all living beings). Pure acceptance and unadulterated love.
The world sparkled in this crystalline moment and I just sat there smiling and shedding a tear. Thank you so much for this.
It's great to be here, it's our gift to be ALIVE!
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