Thanx for the compliment,
Bancopuma, you are most kind-hearted. I patiently await the moment that I unite with this Sacred Medicine. And I have to agree with your assessment, purely in terms of higher-frequency of states of mind, fusing within the limitlessness of the Clear Light of the Void is the ultimate threshold to pass through... for oneself and all sense of subjectivity dissolves within the spiritual vacuum of the direct interphase.
Just last Tuesday, I imbibed some DMT & harmalas changa, infused on blue lotus flowers. As per usual, the kaleidoscopic visual panorama was so vast and oh so intricate, I could have gazed into the fulcrum of that seeming infinity of fractal patterning... forevermore and be endlessly fascinated (although, it can be nearly overwhelming at times).
But whoever I dream myself to be, always seeks to release my subjective observations of said, exquisite mandala-esque visions and so, intentionally bypass entities from alternate realities or traversing myriad dimensions and parallel universes, in preference to merging wholly into the source of these fractals and/or alien intelligences, into attunement within The White Light itself.
Entering into the undifferentiated field of the indivisible, quintessential state, empties oneself of any individualized perceptual associations. So too,
on the verge of and immediately after the peak, a blooming awareness of pure, formless consciousness is experienced. But by whom? I honestly don't know but it is the witness which glances through all eyes, listens through all ears, feels through all beating hearts. In truth, no one will ever know the identity of said inner witness is... until they lose themselves in the epic quest. No self = enlightenment. The stark dichotomy is an understatement, for sure.
I am certain that 5-MeO is the molecule which most quickly and most thoroughly, shatters the mindset and effectively pops the many bubbles of our routine, self-mesmerism. When mindwaves reach stillness... raw being is allowed to expand exponentially beyond any parameters and thereby, shift the primary focus in attention to other modes and travel through far more primordial experiential paradigms.
After all, even when in a full-blown,
whiteout experience, one knows no isolation from the whole, nor is oneself anything apart from all appearances of self. This is why I use the term, "Omniself" to define the friction and release of oneself, created by merging within the Unified Field of Being and thus, being reborn as an interconnected soul presence. Not without irony, we are already That. We apparently, need decades of meditation or NDE/OBE or heavy psychedelics or sensory deprivation... to understand our truest nature.
And yeah, human words are poor translators to such levels of transcendental understanding. Perhaps the greatest challenge is remembering the interphase, once disengaged from the trance. Attunement and integration are exponentially modified and augmented by entering a silence so profound... it is deafening.
This is exactly the same as Savikalpa Samadhi. Admittedly, beyond this level of self-realization, nothing can be spoken of. Nor can one existentially quantify this absolute pre-vibratory emptiness, cognized from a subjective reference point. In the epicenter of the peak, there us no self. No difference between form and formless, substance or insubstanciality. Yet, a knowledge of Divine reality overwhelms the witness (oneself) just immediately prior to and post, immersion. The sheer emptiness, out of which pours all aspects of manifest fullness, seems to be the appex of intent.
Is this more common an experience with 5-MeO than with NN-DMT? Or might any of the major psychedelics allow for glimpses of the sheer effulgence of The Void be the ineffible fabric underlying everything else, which mystically weaves this multiverse into a working whole? Of should we even wonder about it? Can a dreamscape be transcended completely or is such an abstract concept merely another illusion?
Deep bow, RSThere is no self to which I cling, for I am one with everything.