So, last week I tried MDMA for the second time in my life, the first time being last year. Allow me to precede last week's experience with some background from my first experience... As a side note, i do not do uppers at all. I find caffeine to give me an incredible jolt when i use it and I would say that LSD is about the strongest "upper" i have experience with or feel i could tolerate.

Last year I ate about 125mg of pure molly, along with half a roll of MDA (ingested about 1 hour after the molly). The people I was with were all rolling hard. They were very euphoric, giddy, typical symptoms of rolling. I, on the other hand, felt mild effects from the molly, slight empathy, a warm fuzzy feeling and tweaked from the MDA (I later found out there was a small amount of meth in the rolls). I smoked 4 or 5 cigs (i'm a non-tobacco smoker) and they increased the effects, but everyone I was with was unquestionably rolling, whereas I was not.

Last week I ate 275mg of pure molly. One roommate ate 150mg and was close to having it be too much (diagnosis from another of my roommates, an ex e-tard). My ex-tard roomie ate 175mg and was rolling as was another of my roommates who ate 240mg, split into two doses (He was thoroughly enjoying rolling around on my floor with my bean bag chair). As to all the roomies, there are 7 of us living in a house. Anyways, on this particular night there were 5 people rolling, including myself. I ate 200mg to start. At an hour in i took another 75mg. I definitely felt warm and open, but there was no ecstasy, no empathy of incredible magnitude. I just got warm and felt a little more open with those around me. At this point I have decided that I have some sort of low sensitivity to MDMA and that to increase the dosage is not worth it, especially because i am generally not a fan of synthetics. Honestly, I feel more of the side effects than acute effects of the molly.

DMT creates the strongest sense of ecstasy and empathy I have ever encountered. I can't imagine that molly would create a deeper sense/more of the feelings than what I feel on dmt. In all honesty, I'm assuming this is just a personal issue stemming from my own neurochemical balance.

Does anyone have any expereinces or information on MDMA sensitivity that they can share? I'm very curious as to why I experienced these results.

I never felt much myself from MDMA other than whatyou said unless I was dancing..or with a girl.

Ah... I find with mdma if you are expecting it then it won't do much.
This sound farmiliar to anyone: "not doing anything... little more...nope.. little more still... fuck it, I'll eat the rest.... wait how did I get here?"

I find I have best experiences with mdma when I'm already feeling pretty good and dose slowly.

Though if your not getting anything worth while from it, then stop using it. Just because it's not having immense psychoactive effect does not mean that it's not doing anything to you.

I used to like this stuff... probably still do, but more than any other chemical I noticed this stuff having bad effects long after I'd taken it.

MDMA for me was made for my bedroom, it game my wife and I some great times. Every time we took it out and about, we enden up back home where we listened to the tunes we wanted to, and went on about our business.

But I am like a little pig when it comes to mdma, just cant stop.

We have never gone to sleep without finishing off the gram.

This said I dont do mdma anymore, the "hangover" was just too much for me.

DMT in no was gives me the same feeling as mdma, mdma is so much more lovey, forgiving, and lasted hours(for me anyway).

Thinking back now..the last time(third time) I took MDMA was a few years ago, and it was the first time I was able to let loose and really just dance in public at an adam shaik show, with Jadur Madur backing him up on citar..it was magical.

Never did it again..but I love to dance to psytance now.

I find that DMT produces pure empathy and ecstasy in me, to a level that words cannot even begin to describe. The effects aren't nearly as long as mdma, but they definitely continue to give me a strong sense of empathy and love well into the afterglow. Personally I no longer find molly to hold any interest or value...pure empathy lies elsewhere for me.

MDMA is too much for me, it's like being overloaded with bliss.

It's like a forced, one-time release of all the precious pleasure chemicals that my brain accumulated over a long period of time.

those are some very high doses of mdma..
my thinking is no way was it pure
did you test said molly?
and did you weigh it?

This is why I started the thread. Yes, those doses are high, to my mind approaching the verge of T. McKenna's "heroic" classification. That's why I did not continue to take more and do not think I will be trying it again in the future. There's no way I want to put so much of a potentially damaging substance in my body (especially because I could cause more damage due to my inability to feel the effects). The roommate who ate 150 mg was rolling face, literally. He could not stop grinning, laughing, was open to everything in a way I've never seen him. He had energy that would not diminish and spent several hours at the end of his roll lying in bed trying to go to sleep. He was rolling at about the same level as my much larger roommate who ate 240 mg in two doses like 2 hours apart. Everyone else was also unquestionably rolling. This is the second time I have been "rolling" with a group and observed reactions in everyone else that I did not experience.

Did I weigh it? Really? I posted the weights at multiple times throughout my account, along with my friends experiences so that it was clear that this was a "me-specific" tolerance. Yes, I weighed out all the doses with my .001 scale that I had only used for spice up to this point.

It seemed absurd to me. It was definitely cut with something...some type of filler. It was tested and was shown to be mostly MDMA, no meth, no MDA, etc.

Not letting me edit...so continued from above:

However, this clearly had no effect on the others I was with. I was the only one relatively unaffected by the molly. I'd chalk this up to a "hard head" in general and an absurdly strong tolerance to synthetics (medical or recreational, ranging from synth opiates to lsd and apparently molly). As such, I tend to stay away from synthetics and will most likely continue to do so. After all, what's the point if they don't do anything for me? The natural world has always appealed to me much more than the artificial.