It's still werid/confusing/frightening on the re-entry of those high plateau experiences...like half of my memories of this life start to come back to me, but I am not yet fully "here"..I end up desperatily grasping at any sense of familiarity in hopes that I will indeed end up in one single place...
Once I fully get what is going on though I usually start laughing about it ecstatically...
Those trips are really something else..I have materialized in peoples kitchens in other dimensions while they were eating dinner..and it was like they get this all the time..like "oh, another one just popped up!"..once I rematerialized in a strange city with red brick buildings with a big red fire truck going by..i could go on and on..
Other times I have gone to completely alien dimensions with alien geometry, like as is physicas was completely different there, I cant even begin to describe these places, except for the fact that I did communicate with beings, but not in the way one would think..and I always thought that that was my ordinary life..sometimes those places were soooo heavenly, and I would feel so loved and at peace that being torn away from them was devistatiing..
Another time I smoked with a group of friends late at night in a dark garage, all set up with couches and blankets..and I became a key on this giant piano, and my other freinds were each a key on the piano as well(in my trip), and all the other keys were other beings similar to us..but the piano was also a lady bug..like a hybrid ladybug piano, and she was like the commander of that realm, but very very loving..like a great grandmother spirit.. She was taking us for a ride, but I dont remember what really went on, other than we were going around and around and it was sooo fun.
Other times I smoked lots, and my thoughts took on lives of they're own and I knew they were "her" children, and they started to pull my psyche apart, laughing and telling me how "she" had built all of it, my house and this world, she was real mastermind behind all of it. It really freaked me out at first, but I did not feel that they were evil, more innocent childish sort of playful curiousity.. like they wouldnt really harm me..and I got the feeling that if "she" had caught them they would have been in trouble..
She's definatily strange.
Long live the unwoke.