Hey everyone,
It might be a bit of a silly question to put forward, but I do think it's novel and...maybe worth considering, if only for a second. Maybe this comes up every so often, and if so, I do apologise - I just couldn't find anything on it when I searched. (Again, I am sorry if it's been discussed before).
Do you think it's possible that sometimes we may experience two simultaneous trips at once?
Why do I ask this? A quick bit of background: Before today I'd smoked dmt twice. The first time was so utterly bizarre and confounding that I only remember little snippets of it. It was very intense; I'd gone in too deep.
The second time was much more coherent; I was in one 'room' (similar to a 'playroom' or 'waiting room' that's sometimes mentioned).
Since then, I have had such pre-flight anxiety that I didn't smoke for nearly a year.
So today, with fear and caution I smoked some dmt. Such a low dose that there weren't any closed-eye visuals (I just say that as a reference point). Purely for the sake of comparison, to give an idea of how low the dose was, it was like being extra, extra high on cannabis for a few minutes; just for some sort of reference point.
[I was nervous and only wanted to dip a toe in].
But it took me to a 'place' (a mindset) that I'd definitely been in before, and completely forgotten about. And it sucks in there! They're just screwing with me. "we can do this, we can do that...we can totally f with you, we can do whatever. Don't come here again" - That kind of deal.
So, believe me, I take the advice seriously. It wasn't verbal or even close to being verbal or telepathic, this was really just the "feeling" of it. But I remember being there before, it's pretty uncomfortable and I remember it being much worse at other times, when I'd had larger (even breakthrough) dosages.
Anyway - Here goes: Given that I'm 99% sure I've been in that place before, but have completely blocked it out. Does *anyone* think it's possible that on higher dosages of dmt we may actually experience two trips simultaneously? (Or more, even).
Ie. One "you" goes to this horrible, crappy room, whilst the other one goes and has an amazing time in elf-land. You come back and all you can really remember are bits of elf-land, with the occasional "odd" feeling.
To me, this would explain why so many of us have amazing, splendid experiences, yet are inexplicably scared stiff to pick up the pipe 24 hours later. Perhaps because while half of us was traversing - the amazing-ness - the other half was stuck in a terrible place, that we don't remember - until the next time we're there!?
Just an idea...
And I just say "elf-land" for convenience, I basically mean 'wherever you go'.
Thanks for letting me post. Even if anyone can relate to the "crappy place" that would be nice too

Take care and thanks again
*Just to clarify, I'm suggesting that we split into multiple consciousnesses. It sounds ridiculous, I know. But i don't think we'd realise it if it happened.
We come back, we remember how it felt for a while, we remember 'bits' but we do lose a lot of it.
And how many times do you go back to 'oh, shit...not this place again - how could I have let myself forget about this?" and yet, you're back there again. So maybe with the really full-on experiences, one of us is in one place, the other is in another place entirely. I don't know if it's such a crazy idea.