This trip is a special one, in that it was the MOST intense one I've had to date. I wanna say it was 100-150mg, of very potent changa. I have had many breakthroughs before, but nothing like this. I was sitting in my brothers living room, and after 10-15 hold I blew it out and in that instant a VERY bright light came through the window, and my eyes were forced shut. I then heard this very loud buzzing, which I haven't heard since the first time I experienced DMT. I then felt my soul leave my body, and I was met by this woman. She gave no greeting or said who she was, all she said was that my soul was very old and that she was going to show me my past life. I was then shown a young black girl being brutally beaten to death by her mother. The family was obviously poor, and I want to say by their clothing that it was in the mid 40s-early 50s, and it was in Louisiana. The woman said that that was my last past life, but that I have had many more. I asked the woman if she was god, and she said "Well, I'm not Yahweh. He is not a god, he is just a bratty soldier that is pretending to be something that he isn't." (For those that do not know, Yahweh is the Abrahamic god of Judaism, Christianity, and Islam). The history of Yahweh can be traced back to Egyptian lore, where he was said to be a soldier until he left for Canaan and gained his followers, which is very fascinating to me. Anyway, I then told the woman that the girl I saw being killed was not me, and that I was [my name], and she smiled and then I came back. This experience filled me with something I've never felt before...and awe and sense of happiness, peace, and unconditional love that NOTHING has ever given me before. I was raised as a Christian, left the church, then shortly after became atheist. This experience is making me question what I believe....I suppose it really doesn't matter. The other things that I have gotten out of this trip is a sense of direction in life, ambition to do thing, I want to take better care of myself now. DMT as a whole has changed my life for the better in so many ways, and it feels like family to me now. I hope everyone who goes down this path has experiences like the one I had today. Peace and love, everyone.