I had the most amazing healing ceremony with Grandmother A the other evening.

As the ceremony escalated, it almost felt like a possession as she coursed through my body and mind.
It's a very uncomfortable feeling for me, and as usual I couldn't wait until it was over. During this time, I received a download of information.

But my ceremony culminated in a new way for me. Towards the end, Grandmother deposited the most amazingly clean energy throughout my entire body. I was shaking uncontrollably as this clean energy cleaned me from the inside. My legs vibrated so strongly it felt like someone else was doing it.

Honestly, I've never felt so good before. I kept saying "God bless...God bless". I would definitely describe the sensation as a "high", but an oddly clean one.

This ceremony was a true physical healing for me.

But I noticed that while I've been feeling amazing these past few days, I'm still not "fixed". Meaning, I still have my old habits that no longer serve me in addition to my various other addictions. I guess I'm really expecting miracles.

Anyway, it was the most fantastic feeling ever and I wish it for everyone.

What a wonderful sounding experience.

As Don Juan and many others have said before, these plants are teachers or tools. They are not cures and they are not miracles. It sounds to me like you know what your bad habits are and you know how they effect you. So it seems that it is up to you to stop these!

Grandmother gave you a wonderful gift and lesson and seemingly motivation but it is still up to you to continue this work and expand upon it.

Thanks for sharing your experience and I hope this advice makes some sense! Remeber the learning and experience dosent stop at the end of the trip, it really has just begun. Time for integration.

You didn't vomit or anything though?