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fractalmatter wrote:In one of my dmt trips I was shown what I believed to be my future in this lifetime. Some deity was communicating to me what was going to happen & it was positive & It seemed Sooo real, like a direct message from God. It felt like the realist thing I've ever experienced. During communication I was even shown visions.After I came back, I thought wow that's got to be the truth, there's no way that I could ever be convinced otherwise. . But, this is my issue. My reality at the moment couldn't seem further from my vision. The person I was shown to be living out my life with in my vision is completely resisting me & ignoring me.Its like since my trip I've been trying to create or I guess take steps toward making it happen but all my efforts are being rejected. So I'm starting to become extremely confused & feel delusional & im starting to doubt all of my experiences I've ever had as just some "dream" with no meaning.
I've always been a spiritual person, and directly after all my trips it made me even more so. But now that time has passed and I'm losing hope in my visions actually being a real indication of my future..now I'm starting to doubt everything I've ever believed. For the first time it has crossed my mind, maybe this is just some brain chemical misfire etc. like the skeptics try & say, but my experiences just seem so real!!! Like realer than this life! So, there's always this small voice in the back of my head saying "be patient, your vision is coming true". So I truly don't know how to live my life now. Even on my rare occasion shroom trips it's the same type theme trying to show me the same thing. I'm going nuts. I feel completely delusional. Someone help!
P.S I know someone will say time for a break from psychedelics, just for the record, I haven't tripped in over 3 months. Can you name something that doesn't have opposites? Here; there. Heaven; hell. Apple; orange, banana, etc. White; black, blue, yellow etc. Therefore the DMT Realm should also have opposites. But doesn't that eliminate its value? If you find God in one place, then God could also be in another place; or another place; or another place. Even the most real vision can become dust.
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super_glu wrote:Can you name something that doesn't have opposites? Here; there. Heaven; hell. Apple; orange, banana, etc. White; black, blue, yellow etc.
Therefore the DMT Realm should also have opposites. But doesn't that eliminate its value?
If you find God in one place, then God could also be in another place; or another place; or another place.
Even the most real vision can become dust. And the opposite of tuna is Chicken salad, on rye, untoasted ... and a cup of tea. OneStepBeyond attached the following image(s):  image.gif (71kb) downloaded 250 time(s).Yesterday, upon the stair, I met a man who wasn't there. He wasn't there again today, I wish, I wish he'd go away.
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OneStepBeyond wrote:super_glu wrote:Can you name something that doesn't have opposites? Here; there. Heaven; hell. Apple; orange, banana, etc. White; black, blue, yellow etc.
Therefore the DMT Realm should also have opposites. But doesn't that eliminate its value?
If you find God in one place, then God could also be in another place; or another place; or another place.
Even the most real vision can become dust. And the opposite of tuna is Chicken salad, on rye, untoasted ... and a cup of tea. Although George Costanza and the Buddha were both fat, neither is real. super_glu attached the following image(s):  IMG_3854.JPG (31kb) downloaded 215 time(s).
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That's not 'Buddha', that's Hotei.  βThere is a way of manipulating matter and energy so as to produce what modern scientists call 'a field of force'. The field acts on the observer and puts him in a privileged position vis-à-vis the universe. From this position he has access to the realities which are ordinarily hidden from us by time and space, matter and energy. This is what we call the Great Work." β Jacques Bergier, quoting Fulcanelli
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Don't let it scare you. It sounds like you're just about to have a breakthrough with consciousness.
IMO you are trying to process the information too logically and its clashing with your natural instinct or energy flow. If you smoke weed I would give it a break for 30 days. For me it's the cannabis that causes too much anxiety and the dmt makes everything clear again but not when I mix the two.
I had an ayahuasca ceremony recently and I had a powerful vision where I was being shown that the "mind" is actually an intruder to the self.
Makes me wonder, how well do we really know ourselves...
Just practice acceptance and change.
Sometimes it's hard to change our way of thinking because our beliefs are hard wired for so long and the truth doesn't make sense in our current reality.
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Hey fractalmatter, I see where you are coming from. In fact, I have received many visions, prophecies, precognition's etc. from the entities I first met in DMT hyperspace. Indeed, as Uncle Knucles have said, DMT breakthrough is completely out-of-this-world and simply too abstract for direct questions. However, DMT is great to become acquainted with some spirits. Then, when sober, I worked my way into communicating with them. I became quite proficient at channeling/going into some kind of trance, and in this mode I could ask those entities direct, worldly, mundane questions. After 3-4 years of chatting with those spirits, I can attest to you that all they say is one big confirmation, delusion, a lie... Have you ever read or watched the first Harry Potter movie? Do you remember the Mirror of Erised - "Mirror of Desire"? The words written on that mirror "Erised stra ehru oyt ube cafru oyt on wohsi" - "I show not your face but your heart's desire" summarize quite nicely the visions you get from the entities. Just to give you an example. I, like you, was suffering from strong, but unrequited love at that time. So, I asked the spirits: "Who is the person I am destined to spend my life with?" They answered: "You already know the answer". And since I was thinking about my love object quite often back then, her face automatically appeared in my vision. I saw how we were in love, got married and were living happily ever after... So I asked again: "Is it true? Will I be with her?" And they replied: "Yes you will". Needless to say, my actions after such "revelations" became that of a stalking lunatic. She and I became alienated - she thought I was a creepy freak, while I believed her to be cold-hearted. Till the day of today we are not on speaking terms, completely ignoring each other in the rare occasions we see each other somewhere. However, back then I didn't realize I was living in one big delusion, toyed by spirits (which I call demons nowadays). No! I kept staring into that damned Mirror of Erised, asking again and again for confirmational visions of my madness, and received them... The worse my real life communication with that girl became, the more I turned my eyes to the demons, till the point I was basically living in my own fantasy, delusional world. Moral of the story: never trust anything the spirits may be telling you. There is big chance of losing touch with the reality and dwell in your own fantasy, filled with your own desires. I took the red pill.
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I went through something similar, starting Halloween night of 2013. A vision that a person I'd met could be anything I wanted. The impart of the empty ambulance that was parked outside my house at the tail end of the vision didn't set in until later.
That person was dealing with some heavy issues - bad parenting, drug addiction, manipulation of others. Issues similar to ones I had worked through myself. Subconsciously, we were the same in so many ways, the draw to conscious merging - as archetypes drawn out - was understandably strong.
I should have understood the meaning of the empty ambulance and the uncontrollable urge during the vision to go outside because that person was there and needed me, but in the end it was my desire - what I wanted of the anything the person could be - that blinded me to it.
Since then, I'm become accustomed to warn others to be wary of visions regarding others. What you see of others in visions is more to do with your own shadow and anima or animus than the person.
Try to understand what it is about the person you have become attached to as a result of a vision that reflects the part of you that you have not accepted.
For me, it was the guilt of all of those issues - the detached, uninvolved parenting and addictions - that I still carried after years of resolving them.
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DMT doesn't care what you want to see or not. It gives you an experience, and it's up to you how to process it.
Like Dionysus. He is the personification of all alcohol, not just wine. And he simply doesn't care many people' s lives are ruined by his nectar he's so proud of. He just wants you to consume it.
I fear I might tread into another territory, try new family of substances. To shake hands with new ally/enemy, that which comes from a very beautiful flower, which I think is the feminine personality. Now, solve the riddle if you're really curious.
Peace and love. We're swimming in very harsh waters, and for it to be worse, we're swimming upstream.
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AstraLex wrote:Hey fractalmatter,
I see where you are coming from. In fact, I have received many visions, prophecies, precognition's etc. from the entities I first met in DMT hyperspace. Indeed, as Uncle Knucles have said, DMT breakthrough is completely out-of-this-world and simply too abstract for direct questions. However, DMT is great to become acquainted with some spirits. Then, when sober, I worked my way into communicating with them. I became quite proficient at channeling/going into some kind of trance, and in this mode I could ask those entities direct, worldly, mundane questions.
After 3-4 years of chatting with those spirits, I can attest to you that all they say is one big confirmation, delusion, a lie... Have you ever read or watched the first Harry Potter movie? Do you remember the Mirror of Erised - "Mirror of Desire"? The words written on that mirror "Erised stra ehru oyt ube cafru oyt on wohsi" - "I show not your face but your heart's desire" summarize quite nicely the visions you get from the entities.
Just to give you an example. I, like you, was suffering from strong, but unrequited love at that time. So, I asked the spirits: "Who is the person I am destined to spend my life with?" They answered: "You already know the answer". And since I was thinking about my love object quite often back then, her face automatically appeared in my vision. I saw how we were in love, got married and were living happily ever after... So I asked again: "Is it true? Will I be with her?" And they replied: "Yes you will". Needless to say, my actions after such "revelations" became that of a stalking lunatic. She and I became alienated - she thought I was a creepy freak, while I believed her to be cold-hearted. Till the day of today we are not on speaking terms, completely ignoring each other in the rare occasions we see each other somewhere.
However, back then I didn't realize I was living in one big delusion, toyed by spirits (which I call demons nowadays). No! I kept staring into that damned Mirror of Erised, asking again and again for confirmational visions of my madness, and received them... The worse my real life communication with that girl became, the more I turned my eyes to the demons, till the point I was basically living in my own fantasy, delusional world.
Moral of the story: never trust anything the spirits may be telling you. There is big chance of losing touch with the reality and dwell in your own fantasy, filled with your own desires. I had an experience where I saw myself alone and old in a nursing home waiting on someone to visit. At the time I was disconnected in my relationships (this is cyclical for me) and it jarring enough for me to remember to be grateful for THIS time in my life and to cultivate that gratitude into my work and relationships. We always have to be careful with our perceptions of wants and needs and often DMT raises the blinds for me. Marijuana, LSD, psilocybin, and DMT they all changed the way I see But love's the only thing that ever saved my life - Sturgill Simpson "Turtles all the Way Down" Why am I here?
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I've heard mentioned in this thread that DMT world is not real it is all hallucination. You are not going crazy. I have also tried finding out how real this DMT world is myself and what is really going on. I've researched this topic from many different approaches including studying many topics related to this and my career, listening to neurosciences, physicist and psychologists viewpoints.
Our brains had evolved to interpret the world around us through our 5 senses. This does not mean that this is the only or correct way to view this world. As humans, anything we see is in the visible light spectrum. The electromagnetic scale is what makes up everything in the universe, as well as gravity. It is all energy in a wave form. Some species have evolved to see in the infrared part of the spectrum and are mosquitoes' vampire bats, bed bugs, and some snake and beetle species. others like birds, have evolved to also see in ultraviolet as well as parts of the visible light spectrum.
We are altering the way we see the world when we take any substance. DMT is no different. Everything anyone see's at anytime is in their head, light is made from photons that come from electrons, (which by the was is altered when observed) which is received by the eye and turned into an electrical signal and then made into a picture in the back of you brain. We literally collapse a wave function (a probability wave) that the electrons have when we observe it.
This in my opinion, is the brain trying put the world together in a way that makes sense, because a wavy world is not very helpful. Especially when in evolution we would need to escape from predators or catch prey.
This world that we see on an everyday basis is an objective collective reality which is important to use with people to meke sence, use common sense and not scare ordinary people. It is an important place to live in where it is the same for everyone so you can function in life. It is the world accepted by everyone.
The DMT world may just be a subjective world, that you perceive. I believe if you think you are seeing your future, it may be a future that is there and possible, but the objective future is unwritten and is still a wave of potential itself and could turn out one way or another.
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Quote:.Its like since my trip I've been trying to create or I guess take steps toward making it happen but all my efforts are being rejected. So I'm starting to become extremely confused & feel delusional & im starting to doubt all of my experiences I've ever had as just some "dream" with no meaning. Maybe you have been shown this BECAUSE it would be hard to make it happen. How hard would it be without having a positive vision of your possibilities in the back of your head ?
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