Hey All,
Glad to be here...Finally.
Im well versed in the practice of dmt and other plant based medicines.
This report is about my first ever dmt experience a few years ago now which I have never posted. It was one of the most powerful experience I have had to this day. Prior to this I had tried mdma quite a lot and a few other drugs but the only real psychedelic I had tried was 3 grams of thai mushrooms which gave me a strong level 4 experience.
It had been about a month since I returned from thailand having had my first real psychedelic experience and I was researching fanatically to discover more about these substances and what they could do.
I had never heard of dmt before when i came across a post on erowid and began diving deeper into the information vortex that exists out there.
I put a few calls out to some friends of mine to see if I could get any but as usually things went quiet for about a month or so and life resumed as normal.
It was about 4pm on a Friday afternoon and I was sitting at home with some friends smoking a few bowls of weed.
My other friend Bobby knocks at the door and walks in.
He pulls out a clear bag that is packed nicely with the fluffiest whitest crystal clear dmt I have ever seen.
He says look what I got
You can have it but your going first.
Suits me I thought, let's get to it.
He packs me a sandwich method in a nice glass bong with some cannabis. I didn't realise at the time but it was around 80 mg at least!
(Let me explain the set and setting.)
There was my friend Jimmy sitting to my left. My neighbour Mikey sitting on my right and Bobby all watching me about to hit it.
I was sitting in the middle of the large L shape lounge with the TV directly in front of me, front door to my left.
Everyone cool with the situation but neither of them having any clue as to what a dmt experience is like.
My front door was wide open. The curtains were all the way up. The sunlight was shining in. The cars were driving up and down the street. My living room ceiling light was turned on. The ufc was on tv. The ipod dock was playing some sort of music clashing with the sounds on the tv and my friends were still communicating between each other.
Obviously with all my research I was ready!
I brought the bong up to my lips and lit the flame. I burned it slowly until it got hot I started sucking it down hard punching it all the way. Just as I was halfway through punching the cone my friend Bobby's phone rang and he answered it and walked off into my bathroom to talk.
I punched the cone all the way until there was nothing left and held it in for about 10 seconds before slowly exhaling.
The thought appeared in my mind. ( I wonder how long it will take)
Then BOOM...It hit me.
My entire physical form felt like it was being sucked out through a vortex at hyper speed and I was visualizing my body from above as if I was no longer attached to it. The physical sensation was so foreign that I was not prepared for it.
My eyes were wide open and I was looking at my friends in utter fear and shock but trying to hide it of course. They were looking at me and saying... "How is it bro?" My neighbour knew something was up but was not letting on and Jimmy was as clueless as a blonde on prom night. I could hear bobby in the bathroom still talking on the phone.
I couldn't even move my mouth to respond. At this point I thought without a doubt that I had killed myself. The thoughts appeared. ( Ohh You've finally done it).
The only thing that was stopping me from flopping over onto the floor was my ego not wanting to embarrass myself infront of my friends.
I was resisting so hard for about 40 seconds trying to find a way out and then out of nowhere an angel appeared in front of me.
Floating in the middle of my living room was a fucking angel!!! A woman floating through a cloud. I considered it to be my guardian angel and automatically let go and relaxed.
It was amazing! I was at peace and now in total control of the situation eyes wide open. My bookshelf turned into a heap of luscious vines from the jungle wrapping around. Flowers were growing forming a full life cycle and dying before growing again. There were little birds on the bookshelf and a snake that was winding its way up and around it.
The entire ceiling of my apartment was separated into about three hundred little squares each containing their own unique weather pattern. Rain, Sun,, Lightning, Storm, Cloud, hail, Etc
I looked at my friends and it was like I could literally see through their physical form and right through them like I could read their mind.
After a few minutes I stood up and started walking around slowly, I Was so excited and then about 10 minutes in it all went away.
I explained the experience to my friends just as bobby walked out of the toilet apologising for having to take the call.
He was up next. And had his experience lying down on the lounge with his eyes closed.
We both agreed it was the most powerful experience we've ever had.
I feel that even though it was an extremely uncomfortable set and setting, once I overcame my initial fears and shock I was in such a state of pure bliss that had formed out of the fear that it was even more amazing that in would have been had I done it in a more comfortable environment.
That being said I was in my own home with friends so I was in no danger from external forces.
LESSONS:
1. SET AND SETTING IS EXTREMELY IMPORTANT.
Don't go whining about a "bad trip" if you haven't done your homework and are not in the correct set and setting.
2. ALL PHONES ON SILENT. NO TALKING. NO TV.
3. DARK ROOM, MINIMAL LIGHTING.
4. WEIGH THE AMOUNT
Well That's it, Would love to hear your thoughts