PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: calm, excited, a little fearful
(physical condition) Set: healthy, energized
Setting (location): my room
time of day: about 3:00PM, sunny outside
recent drug use: daily cannabis smoker, coffee drinker
last meal: Hash granola on greek yogurt 1:30PM

PARTICIPANT
Gender: MALE
body weight: 89kgs
known sensitivities: some stimulants
history of use: 40+ DMT trips, countless LSD and Mushroom experiences, many of which I consider either life changing, mystical, or both

BIOASSAY
Substance(s): Hash Butter, DMT-weed mix
Dose(s): 200mg, 35mg then 50mg
Method of administration:
Hash: eaten 1st) sandwiched in between small amount of weed in pipe. 2nd) sandwiched in between small amound of ween in waterpipe

EFFECTS
Administration time: Hash: 1.5 hour before spice 1st) 2:00 about 4 vaped rips 2nd) 1:30 about 4 vaped rips
Duration: 00:25
First effects: vibrations, euphoria, warm sensations, heart rate increase,
Peak: Ecstacy, bliss, pure love and appreciation for being a part of this consciousness at around 00:15-00:20
Come down: peace
Baseline: excitement and gratitude

Intensity (overall): 3
Evaluation / notes: Quite a wonderful and enlightening experience.

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 4
Unplesantness: 2 (duality)
Visual Intensity: 3.1
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 0
Afterglow: still high from hash, boost in overall sense of well being, extreme vibrancy and glow.


REPORT
It has been about a month since I last smoked, and my last experience was difficult to say the least so I was determined to stay centered and prepare properly. I had been on the nexus scanning some forums for a while, and felt inspired to explore. My house was peaceful and quiet, I have been making some progressive moves in the business world, and have an overall sense of self-love and well being currently. I decided to dedicate some time and dedication to feel calm and comfortable before smoking. I did some breathing and meditation, and decided to throw on some nice ambient music. Feeling centered, though excited and nervous, I ripped the pipe (35mg DMT) lightly to vape, held, and exhaled. I hit it about four times and lay back.
I had the curtains drawn and I was laying in my room but the sun was shining through so everything had a red/pink tint to it. I didn't break through, but I was on the verge.
Extreme closed eyed visuals I saw a pair of woman's eyes and they kept changing as if from one woman to the next. The skin around them appeared soft as it changed shades and shapes, until it looked infinitely velvet soft. I then noticed a body forming around the face and it became a Lion. Warm sensations creeped throughout my body and it felt almost motherly. The visuals were beautiful, blissful, intense, and familiar, yet I became very aware of like not being able to take it all in. It was as if what I was experiencing was blurry or only half-seen. My internal dialogue was going kind of high speed and I felt like I couldn't stay in the moment. I think I was distracting myself from letting go and really having the full experience.
Once I came down I had intense feelings of reflective nature regarding my spiritual practice and my meditation practice. I also re-remembered how much of a teacher DMT is. Why did I feel so distracted? I don't usually attempt to smoke again once I've done it, but I felt compelled to go again. I felt like I owed it to myself and the respect of the teacher to give it my full attention. I shut off the music and sat quietly again with intent on staying present. Fear and distraction had infested my head-space, but now I was calm and ready. I packed about 50mg in between some weed, but this time in a waterpipe.
The hits were pleasantly smooth and tastier I came up smoother as well and with my eyes open I had extreme geometrical jungle-like vision of the pipe, my hand, the walls, and everything in my line of vision. I took one more rip and lay back. On exhalation I felt immediately warm. No longer was there a tint of red or pink but complete black. Transluscent/chrome/metallic waves and figures in multidimensional space. I thought "Now, I'm in Hyperspace again." The familiarity is entriguingly terrifying.
This time I remained fully present and as aware as possible. my breathing slowed to normal and I made the intent to remember as much as I could from the experience. The more I let go, the deeper I felt a connection to something of higher intelligence. I felt as if I was navigating through hyperspace. I was moving at warp speed and passing by and through multiple energies until I was encompassed by a comforting feeling accompannied by fractal smiles and joker like figures. I remembered McKenna speaking of the Machine elves, and thinking that was what I was encountering.
I wasn't moving anywhere anymore and I felt rushes of energy through my 3rd and 4th chakras. I also saw transluscent blue-white-shiny silk hands coming towards my face and carressing my face and the sides of my stomach. I acknowledged awareness of this entity and it felt as if I were being tickled on the inside. Blissfull, pure, happiness. I said "Thankyou so much for letting me see this and have this experience. I love you so much. Thank you, thank you." To my surprise it responded to me with a maternal "You're welcome" and bigger, infinite smiles. I asked the being if it loved me too and it said "Oh silly, I am love!" and it rushed into my body through my heart, flowing through my entire body. I laughed a loud and deep laugh with feelings of ecstacy tickling every sensor in my physical body.
I came out of this slowly and beautifully, with black fractal multicolored star smile patterns and feelings of peace. I said "Thankyou" out loud, and remained lying down with my eyes closed. I always get a sense of "waving-goodbye" when I'm coming out of a blast off. I laid down for about 20 minutes while I allowed my thoughts to reset.
Extreme questions came to mind:

Did I actually encounter an entity or was that something my mind constructed in symbiosis with the spiritual and self-work I have been doing?
I began wondering where my internal dialogue comes from? Where do thoughts come from? How am I thinking this thought right now? I deducted that our ability to learn and create thought is a fundamental piece of what human consciousness is; I decided not to think about this too much and focus on my breathing until I could think normally again.


Thanks for reading, and happy travels.

Thank you for sharing your report with us!

I can relate to a lot of what you are saying, especially with the meditative pre-trip routine(s). For a while, I would just jump right in willy nilly and was never quite as prepared as I would have liked. Lesson learned, I suppose!

As for the entity contact, I don't think there is really any way for me (or anyone else) to truly know what it was that you encountered within your experience. It is just as likely that it is an innermost part of yourself communicating with you as it is likely that an external force was saying "hello, I am love" (paraphrased a bit) ... The problem is that no one really knows and it could be debated forever and then some. Most would say it is best not to get too caught up in the "reality" of hyperspace and the beings within but to rather focus on the lessons/information gained from one's experience, if that makes any sense...I still find myself in awe of what happens when I take DMT. It is otherworldly and breathtaking, to say the least.

And when it comes to consciousness, that is another marvelous mystery in which I have no answers. When you really think about it, this reality and all it's inhabitants are just as crazy, amazing, and wonderfully complex as hyperspace... the only difference is that we go to the DMT realm a lot less often...

If only I could retain the other 99.9 percent of information received in these states.. so much information so quickly. But I think you're right about learning from the experience and the information received. I guess it doesn't really matter what it was or where it came from, the important thing is that it had an impact on my psyche.

It's interesting how we explore reality through these other lenses in hope of finding answers but the more we explore, the more questions arise.

I enjoyed reading this. Peace and love.

Great report, thank you.



This is part of the spiritual path DMT opens for you...contemplation of "what actually happened to me" is a tool for progressing your conscious-being...

I have not smoked since 2012 (though I drink yagé on occasion) and I'm still doing work on those experiences...

It's hard to articulate but I'll try, when I'm reading a spiritual text like say "chapter 11" of the Bhagavad Gita, and I'm able to understand EXACTLY what arjuna went through (because I experienced the exact same thing first hand on DMT), I take that as a lesson learned which is more valuable than a billions teachers words...first hand experience beats second hand understanding...so by being able to realize "oh, so that's what Buddha or Jesus meant" simply by recall of past experience, than the DMT is still teaching you even after years without using...

Anyway, before I ramble too much, my point was, trying to figure the experience out and process through it is part of the magic of DMT...

Was it an entity? Does it even matter what anybody else has to say? It's up to you and you alone to figure this out...enjoy it.

-eg

Thanks for the replies, guys. Definitely many things to think about... but I am grateful for the experience and also grateful that I can share it.

Safe travels