BIOASSAY:

The message has been sent

Man, where do I begin. Se we extracted a bunch of DMT goo. We vaporised it in a Machine. My dose was about 50 mg. I was lying on really long grass at my mate's backyard. I had a clear view of the sky, which was overcast. Before I vaped, I started my breathing exercises. "Breathe in and let go. Breathe in and let go. Don't exhale, just let go". I started to heat up the mesh. I have a standard Machine, so I couldn't really see where my flame was. So I decided to angle the Machine to the ground. Bad choice since I used goo. Some of it melted on my hand, but I smoked quite a bit by then. My mate took the Machine and I just laid back. The trees were fractal, the grass was like a cartoon. The winds were ethereal, like gossamer. The swirled and danced around me. A face formed from the winds. It was the Spirit of Nature. She spoke in an alien tongue. There were other voices too, who were the neighbours having a barbecue. They spoke in unison, accompanying the Spirit of Nature. Before she left, she said one word in English. "Surrender".

I don't know if I was seeing things or it actually happened, but as she left, the clouds parted to give her room to ascend to the heavens. Blue skies shone through. As they hit the clouds, the blue skies turned into green eyes before disappearing again. The rest of the trip was bliss. I had a partial OBE. I felt my spirit trying to ascend to join her, but something was preventing me. After that, I started to come down. As I lay there, my body didn't feel like it was mine. I was surprised to see my hand move when I wanted it to.

After I got to baseline, I charged up the Machine, this time with 100mg. I used a torch lighter to heat up the Machine. Bad choice. The neck exploded. I thought the Machine would be able to handle the heat, but clearly it didn't. This Machine had a lot of sentimental value for me. It was the Machine I was making during my ganja breakthrough (https://www.dmt-nexus.me/forum/default.aspx?g=posts&t=66386). I saw that bottle as the uniter of the world. I was disappointed. I couldn't vape any of the stuff, since the Machine broke.


My third dose was a whopping 200mg. I used the sandwich method here. Little bit of calea leaf, DMT goo and topped off with more calea. I did this in my mate's lounge room. It was about 1030pm. The lights were off, and I was in darkness. While I was tripping, I was listening to this.




Because of time and space, I exist. Therefore, I am an extension of time and space. When that feeling disappeared, I became the void. I don't know how long I was the void, but at some point I opened my actual eyes. But when I closed them again, I couldn't really tell if I was opening or closing them. It felt the same. My mate came into the room after 15 minutes (I think) and was asking me about my trip. I said to him "I'm not ready to contact an entity yet". I think he was confused, because I pictured him as being an entity. Then I said "I need to be alone". He understood and left me to experience utter divinity.

I finally listened to the Spirit of Nature. I surrendered. When that happened, I was lifting my torso up. My mouth opened really wide and the breath emptied from my lungs. I felt my skin contract tighter to my bones, eventually becoming a skeleton.

I relived the life of Buddha.

This what I visualised the dying process as looking like.



Once my physical body died, the only thing left was my spirit. I felt a river raging out of my scalp, the pristine waters carrying off all the junk in my mind. I then pictured this.



Suddnely, some Tibetan singing bowls and some drums started playing. I felt my forehead fluttering open. The room around me was a swirl of chaotic black smoke and purple lights. When I went to feel my forehead, I felt my eyes first. They were closed. And yet I was seeing so much. The fingers travelled up, towards my forehead. I felt an eyelid, slowly opening. In actuality, it was probably just the difference in texture that fooled me to think something was there. Whether it was there or not isn't important. I felt it. Then the drum picked up and did a final rapid beat, and my third eye burst open, flooding the universe with light. Much like Tien using the Solar Flare in Dragon Ball. When the light was subsiding, I was face to face with a bearded and long haired skeletonised monk. It was me. After the rapid drum beat, there was only 1 monk chanting. I visualised this as me. After some solo chanting, the other monks joined in. My vision panned out, to see me seated on a cosmic lotus island, surrounded by infinite monks, all chanting in unison. They were all facing me. My two normal eyes closed, and my third eye open. The third eye would pulsate with every syllable. I don't know how long I was in this state. I saw several beings, but they were indistinct. I also saw the shaman from the fake DMT commercial. Except that shaman was me. The visual of the shaman suddenly jumped from in front of my eyes to being a part of me. I looked at my hands, and they were glowing. I became that shaman. Throughout this state, the Spirit of Nature repeated the same word, "Surrender". Her presence was felt, but I did not see her. She was guiding me, telling me to let go of everything.

During this time, my hands were moving on their own. I was feeling this body. It was not mine. My hands behaved like snakes, slithering all over my torso and face. They sensed, but I did not. If I recorded myself, I guess I would look like I was undergoing a black magic ritual. When the Tibetan singing bowls started to play in the monk chant, my fingers automatically assumed the meditative pose.

Similar to this, except my ring finger was bent all the way while my other fingers were straight.



My hands would change their pose, but always something reminiscent of Hinduism or Buddhism. I started to chant along with the monks, but without a voice. I felt the breath escape from my lungs as if I were chanting along. I felt their voices of the monks resonate from within me.

My descent was easy and crept up unexpectedly. I hit the earth hard enough to wake up with a jolt. I gasped, filling my lungs with air from this realm.


So, what do I mean by "the message has been sent"? Well, I became an entity. I was speaking in tongues to no one in particular. At the time, I thought "Maybe I just sent a message to the hyperspace network. And someone will end up receiving it". So if any of you guys see a glowing Buddha shaman, then that's me. I think.

Awesome report!!! Super detailed and I enjoy the artwork as well.
Thanks for sharing

Very nice to read about your dream, the pictures doing nice job.
BTW, why do you think needing such high amounts considering it was only the second try on spice? Vaping 100 and 200 mg looks rather confusing to me honestly. I am glad that you turned out fine!

When I did the 50mg, I didn't breakthrough. The experience was awesome, but I wanted to travel to hyperspace. I honestly don't know why I used 200. I kinda knew I could handle it from past experiences. To be perfectly honest, I don't think I broke through with 200 either. I experienced the stillness, I met entities. But I still had a body, and I couldn't fully let go of my ego. I experienced an ego sleep as opposed to an ego death. Also, the entire trip was pleasant. At no point did I feel any negative emotions or thought it was getting too intense. When I vape freebase crystals, I'll use smaller amounts. I'm justifying my decision based on the fact I used goo. I don't know if that makes a difference or not.

What was the method of vaprorisation?

Because I found that higher quantities in an electronic vaporiser are required, thus is the fact of convection vaporizers. They're better in the sense of not burning any of your spice, but you can't get a full hit from one intake. I can put 100mg in the electronic vape, get 3-4 lungfulls and can pass it to somebody else and they can also get a good 3-4 lung fulls.

I would assume that this was your method because 200mg would be beyond breakthrough, seriously. Either that or you burnt alot of the DMT.

I used a Machine for the 50mg dose and the sandwich method for the 200mg dose. Herb I used was Calea leaf. I roasted the leaves. I don't think I burned any of the DMT goo. The trip did last half an hour, which seems longer than most.

Does DMT goo behave differently from freebase, in regards to tripping?

I've never tried smoking goo, perhaps someone else might be able to advise you better. I would suspect that goo still has fluids/plant fats that need to evaporate, so may skew the weight.

All I know is 200mg is an insane amount! I took 80mg accidentally a few weeks back and had the most intense, disturbing blast-off imaginable.

But was that 200mg including the infused leaf? Or 200mg of freebase DMT as well as the leaf?

It was 200mg of goo only. I filled up a quarter of a cone with Calea, added the goo, and put a final layer of Calea.

200mg is about half the amount on this razor.

Just out of curiosity B, what was your raw material? I remember you had issues with an AB on some obtuse twigs, did you end up resolving that?

Oh yeah, this was Acacia confusa root bark. My mate ordered it from somewhere. We're still performing extracts on Obtusifolia. Each step is takes a week.