I don't really know how to phrase this so i'm just going to do it as best as I can.

Before I was planning on taking a big trip to Israel (for fun) I was sitting with my girlfriend and my room mate. We were all trying to have a breakthrough.

We all smoked and got to me. I took 3 massive rips and eventually was pulled through. Strangely enough immediately before I leave the environment I start seeing gears and what looked like a claw coming towards my head. It's weird because i can see it through the room, like this machine is occupying the air right in front of me.

I broke through and was tossed into a nondescript kaleidoscope of dark blues. Eventually I saw the color green and then a face appeared. My girl was walking around the room at this point and the head became a person. I can't really make out what the face looked like but the head nodded in the direction of my girl and just said , "Marry her". At that point it disappeared and the trip ended.

Confused, I wanted to know what that meant. So, I hit the bowl again! This time in the fog of the world around me the being appeared again. As my girl was walking around the living room I could see the entity wave in a particular way and she would move into his gesture again with the message of, "Marry her".

After this, I took a trip to Jerusalem with her. Great time, very surreal trip (the real kind!). Got back safe.

My girl had to fly back to her country because she was only on a visa. The night before she left we decided to smoke some spice. I put some on top of some herb and gave it a massive hit.

This time I was once again back into a nondescript kaleidoscope of blues. This time a female entity appeared. The room started to return slightly and this time my vision fell backwards, almost if the camera was panning outwards from the room. I felt very tiny and in my left corner I saw this tall slender blue being point with her hand palm up. Again the message, marry her.

The face of the being looked very similar to the face of a statue, very smooth and without any imperfections. It was female and almost looked the statue of liberty without her crown or torch. She wore a robe and her face was obscured a bit. Again she was a mixture of dark blue and black.


The trip ended rather quickly. Confused, I took another dip into the pool and AGAIN. The same message from the same being said to me, "Marry her". The voice was always gentle and peaceful. Never forceful at all.

This time, I couldn't help it so I told my girlfriend. Of course she's ecstatic (she's been wanting this for awhile). I don't know why but I had a lot of apprehension before about marriage. Mostly because I enjoy being a single bachelor doing my thing but this was very weird.

Not sure what happened, I continue smoking a few more times. Eventually I did was I think was a full breakthrough. I ended up getting transported to a room that was cartoonishly similar to the one I was in. Except, I wear glasses and I noticed that the entire room was clear without the blur of the surroundings I get when I wear glasses. I moved them up and down and the room remained completely clear. I remember coughing and asking, "Where am I" and immediately my girl appeared and was like you're still here baby!

I hit the pipe one more time and got transported to a different place. This time I wasn't really sure what I was seeing. I had the TV on and there were these little things all around. I wasn't feeling well and remembering thinking, "I have no idea where I am, just please don't hurt me." I guess I met the machine elves because this little thing was going all around like a little butler making sure I was comfortable. Eventually I had the thought, ugh I hope I have enough money to pay for this. Then the thing helping me got distracted and left. Then a bunch of the little guys were in front of me showing me all sorts of stuff that they were making. It looked like real stuff because I left the TV on. Then I remember seeing through the kaleidoscope of color "Amazon.com" and immediately all of the machine elves gave me the middle finger. I'm not kidding. They were all jumping around flipping me off. I remember being very puzzled and then the trip ended. I was sitting there completely dumbfounded by what happened.

As for the beginning of the trip, i'm getting my girl over here permanently. I'm not sure when I'm going to propose but the fear of marriage for whatever reason is gone. I feel ready to do it.

Blessings on your journey - sounds like a fairytale coming to life

It is easy for some to impose a greater universal meaning upon the messages received in altered states.

I choose to believe that we see something from the core of ourselves. Something we knew before we lifted too much baggage upon our backs.

In her latest experience, my girl announced immediately "I'm pregnant!" and chatted with the boy in her belly. Well, we have been trying but have not yet established whether she's pregnant. If it turns out to be true, I will accept there is more than mere hallucination at work in hyperspace.

Also, the elves flip me off all the time, intensely so!

This guy is often in there too -

I guess that makes some sense...I mean, "Marry her" and "I'm pregnant" seem to be pretty clear messages. Mine are never as clear. Some seem to think it may be more of a communication with "yourself" and that you are only learning things that you MAY already know but have trouble coming to terms with on a non-dmt level. Almost like your brain/self is already aware but we can't quite communicate with the functions of our body, if that makes any sense...Break down the barriers, aka DMT, and you will find a lot more than you thought was possible.

I don't know, it is all very interesting to say the least ...

Please note that this is only speculation and I know just as much as the next guy...





Edit: is that the lil guy from Mario Kart? Telling you that "you are going the wrong way!" ?

>Edit: is that the lil guy from Mario Kart? Telling you that "you are going the wrong way!" ?

Yes! It's worth seeing the animation of him waving his finger, which is what I remember best. There were lots of iterations of him in the fractal waiting room on my latest journey indicating that I wasn't going to breakthrough and should pull back. I knew he was familiar (IRL) but wasn't sure why. The next day Brown Cardigan posted him in an Instagram post. Spooky coincidence. I see A LOT of SNES characters in my journeys and they all represent different sentiments.

Also TGO, I agree with your wise musings on DMT.

As much as I'd love to think it's a portal to another dimension, I am willing to concede that it simply manifests that which we have buried in a gorgeously personified, symbolic language.

DMT has kicked my door wide open to sober & dream-state self-realisation / reflection but it's always stuff I already knew.

It's good that you have some consistency to your trips.

In my personal experience and also the experience of my friends, no two trips ever bring the same message. You can construe one trip with a particular meaning, go straight back in to try and get some clarity but just end up having a completely different experience.

Are you definitely experiencing a 'breakthrough'? And not some pre-breakthrough experience in which your subconscious is projecting your inner thoughts into your trip?

If not, then wow. I want some of your spice

Wow, I just wanted to post and tell you that I really enjoyed reading this!
Marvelous

Great read. I've never been flipped off on exit - but definitely had tongues poked out at me.

As for source of these messages, I concur with the ability for your deeper self to speak to you. But also something deeper sometimes - but maybe that is the same thing, and perhaps it does not matter.

I would say "Marry her" because it will make a great romantic story. Beware of obeying all the voices though, deeper parts of yourself may make requests - but your conscious self has to live with the choices.

Did your elves flipping you off look like this by any chance?

From the chat-room:



So I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but the frog hath spoken. Don't listen to the entities; you must not marry your girlfriend. The frog is never wrong.

No seriously: don't listen to entities or prognosticating frogs, instead follow your heart!

Peace. <3

Gotta love the classics...besides the super nintendo Zelda and Mario games, my favorite was always a toss up between Ocarina of Time and Super Mario 64 for N64. Both games were way beyond their time...oh and can't forget about Ogre Battle!

Anyway, my musings are just that...musings. I wish we could really know what was going on in the experience. I'm actually open to and enjoy most all of the theories presented here. I often find myself wondering about the possibility of multidimensional travel. Or if it was all within us, why could some people "hallucinate" or "manifest" the same entity like Ganesha if each person's experience is to be subjective and completely unique to them. Global was actually putting together a collection of different members' experiences involving meeting Ganesha. I was surprised at how many of them there actually were:

Ganesha: The DMT Initiator

So maybe it is one big hallucination...maybe it isn't. No way for us to know or test theories at this point in time. Not to mention, this kind of talk has been discussed in depth here on the Nexus many times, and for good reason. It is the DMT Nexus after all :

A pragmatic approach: What is "real", and when is it actually useful to ask this?

There are plenty more like it but they are easy to find if you feel so inclined! Have a good one!

Thanks for the replies and kind words everyone. I've been busy lately and haven't been able to respond back.




It's a good question, i'm not really sure if I broke through or not. The last 2 times I'm very sure I broke though, but the times where the entities said "Marry her" probably weren't full breakthroughs. Though each time I try the spice, the transportation into hyperspace isn't the same at all. It's very weird. But seeing as it has happened at least 4 times in a row startled me enough to act on it.

I'm going to get some better MAOI stuff as i've been using jasmine dragon tea pearls (green tea). It's not quite a strong enough MAOI.

@Glossolia, I'm still a jr member and can't PM folks yet. Can you get Kikker to give some insight here? I'm still processing all of this. I'm not sure what to think anymore.

@upwaysidedown, I couldn't make out their faces at all. Everything was just a big mess of color, but I could definitely see them flipping me off. Their hands definitely looked like that however!

Hey...

Well, in terms of what to think, do you love her? If yes, go ahead and marry her. If you worry about money or real estate, sign a prenuptial. You can always divorce if it doesn't work out.

It's better to regret something you did than to regret something you didn't do.

As for what the DMT trip is, and whether you should listen to entities, let's not open that can of worms right now. I'd treat any entity communication in the same way I'd treat something regular human strangers told me - think about it, but treat it critically.

Also, I wanted to throw in my 2 cents regarding what we're seeing.

I've done a lot studying into ancient gnostic texts. Things like the dead sea scrolls, book of enoch, quantum theory, and other dimensions.

I didn't include this in my initial post, but after the tall lady told me to marry my girl friend I took another hit in the partial collapse of the room. I had a strange moment where I felt like I was back in Israel. There were a lot of something around that was interested in what I saw. The experience was weird because when we try to remember the past it's like playing a video back.

When I was in hyperspace, I saw my memory of the trip in front of me. But instead of it being a 2D video, it looked more like a giant tube when I would get glimpses of events it would flip like on Mac OS X when you switch the folder view mode to "Cover View" something was flipping through my entire trip at great speed. I saw what I thought was the thing going forwards and backwards.

I get the impression that what we're experiencing is the 4th dimension. Here's a video that sort of blew my mind awhile ago and explained what the 4th dimension looks like
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p4Gotl9vRGs

I have some incredibly complicated ideas that tie all of this together. I hope one day Quantum physics will mate up with spirituality and explain once and for all what it is we see.

@Psyduckmonkey, that's a complicated question my friend. Something that I fear is one of those things I just don't really know how I feel about. I could gush on and on about it, but I know what I have to do and how I feel about it. The fact that it happened consistently over and over again has me spooked because I expected this trip to be like my LSD and shroom trips prior. Different each time. This has been eye opening and something I'm going to take seriously. She's coming over here to the UK next month. We'll see living together in a foreign country works out. I have 6 months to decide. Thanks for your concern bud!

Of course, treat it critically
But DMT can show you deep part of yourself, really important things, that are hidden by fears and layers and layers of bullshit - many times, a realtionship is not so much about how much love there's, but about how much things are in the way,bloking love.

Sometimes a also like to believe that the spirit has great plans, and this marriage is maybe related to a future baby - with a special mission ( from my experience, since i m a father, DMT is mostly about this magic, unbelievable, essential life-cycle. Having a child is the base of creation)

its official.

in addition to " beer goggles"
we now have " deems goggles"

id offer thats progress in the new age fer sure.

Thanks Quetzal for your post.

The times I tried this were pretty intense. I was getting thrown a ton of stuff at me super fast. I should try something to slow down the experience a bit to take in what it is i'm seeing better.

There was one moment where I had thoughts of "astrology" brought into my head. I'm a bit of an astrology dork and do a lot of natal readings for myself as well as predictive astrology using transits. I do it for fun and not anything serious. I'm more humbled by my inaccuracies than anything else.

I could have sworn I had this idea pop in my head during the experience that essentially amounted to, watch astrology for when things are to occur.

I've also noticed that the message, tone, and symbolism of each trip has changed when certain planets were aspecting against natal signs. Astrology as a whole is pretty deep and is rooted in mythology and symbolism behind the planet's names.

I honestly opened Pandora's box. Thanks for not ragging on me guys! These experiences have been rather... formative.