Note: not sure whether this the right place to post my Ayahuasca experience report... so feel free to more the more appropriate subforum.

So, I drank Sunday night, Monday morning and lastly in the evening. I brewed 80 grams of vine for a total of 12 hours, doing 2 6-hour washes. I also brewed 20 grams of Chacruna twice for 3 hours each.

I felt hungry beforehand, and I was not keen on feeling hungry throughout the journey, so I had a meal just beforehand. I was slightly afraid of taking the medicine, but I realized the fears were just my fears being afraid of being healed, if that makes any sense. It made sense to me that me that way, in any case.

I drank two cups of vine, mixed the rest with the Chacruna tea, and drank one cup of that, and then meditated until the effects came on. Initially, I decided to pray whole-heartedly to Mother Ayahuasca and my spirit guides to do what they needed to do, inviting them to start whenever they needed.

Eventually, Mother Ayahuasca started her work in the background, with me barely noticing her presence. I went through a slog of energetic healings, never purging the whole time. That is all I really remember for the most part until sunrise came. I was told to drink another cup of the Chacruna mix, regardless of my deep tiredness at the time. I was so physically tired that my legs were giving out on me at times, stumbling around. Drinking the Chacruna mix temporarily removed some of my tiredness, so I was happy with that.

At times, I had to fight off various "entities" that were seemingly seeking to possess me or something... though now, I wonder if that was just Ayahuasca giving me some challenges to overcome, which I did so through prayer to my higher Self. As soon as I prayed, the energy was "banished"... I also think that Ayahuasca may allowed me to use telepathy... I think I inadvertedly contacted the cat of my downstairs neighbour... but I cannot be quite sure. I also may have done so with the crows who were waking up for the morning... they were calling out to one another, so I got the idea of calling out to them... and they called back each time, until they seemed to get bored or something... but it put a smile on my face, that is for sure. Crows really are awesome birds! And magpies!

I did get the sense that the tiger and crow may indeed be the spirit animals who are guiding me at this time in my life, inexplicably... self-fulfilling prophecy? I am not entirely sure either way... but it feels right, somehow...

Throughout, I was visited by death... during which everything became bleak, I could not breath properly and I was in a panic... I got the feeling that I was being slowly prepared for the full acceptance of death which might happen at another time...

After getting some much-earned sleep, that evening, I drank two cups of Chacruna in quick succession. I felt incredibly nauseous, regretting doing so, thinking it would be like my 6-hour ordeal with the Syrian Rue tea... thankfully, after two burps, I purged hard. I felt strong energy in my body, of serpent and / or vine coils... then an entity of some sorts contacted me... the entity examined my body, doing tweaks here and there.

Then we had a conversation of sorts... it was a weird experience... of something that will happen when I die... that I will just wake up into another life, as if I am experiencing this life while sleeping in another? I have no idea what to really make of that... but I will not know until I die, I guess. May as well just fully enjoy this life for what it has to offer, positive and negative.

Then, bored, the contact over, I just went over random thoughts calmly. At some point, I was startled by a random "What the hell?!"... I was not quite sure what to say at first, so I conversed with the voice, saying sorry... but the voice sounded confused and asked me who I was... so I just said I was going to leave, and they told me to wait, before I cut the contact. I gaped for a while, realizing what had just happened... the person I had accidently somehow contacted lived in some house west of me, that is all I knew...

Telepathy... entity contact... okay... this really will take time to integrate. Having an actual validating experience is more than I expected!

Thanks for reading!